Well... To be honest, I don't understand almost half of the things in this thread and some from the skype box, not that I care to dig deeper. You don't really need to have to have the same interest with everyone. I'm pretty sure there are things that Haven likes but Motion Spark hates, and stuffs that Bari loves to discuss but bloody hell everyone can only stare at him in confusion when he start talking about it. The important thing is that you should never let that stands between you and everyone. It's about compromise.
You don't need to feel dejected when you don't understand about a subject. As I said before, just ask and we will try to get you informed. And we can't also feel ignored when people just don't reply to us, sometimes their attentions are elsewhere at the moment, and that's for us to understand that, welp, maybe later. We can't really demand everyone to be involved in our discussions, maybe they aren't really comfortable with that subject.
Well... I'm terrible at this thing... Just believe me when nobody tried to outright ignore you or anything. You're already one of us, and that's that.