Starlight Sky

Well that was an incredibly random downtime, everyone else experienced that right?

Maybe I can escape my pain and problems temporarily with some music. Sorry for posting my every thought in status updates, I know its probably annoying to get like 4 status updates 1 after the other from me.

Maybe I can escape my pain and problems temporarily with some music. Sorry for posting my every thought in status updates, I know its probably annoying to get like 4 status updates 1 after the other from me.

So i don't think anyone really gives a crap at this point, but the reason i haven't been on lately is just because i've been taking a break, i haven't really felt like posting much here, idk exactly why. Its sorta been more of an obligation feeling then an enjoyable feeling lately, so I had to do some analysis i guess, really and truly I haven't made any progress much, but yeah, I won't promise i'll be on more or something like I have done multiple times before, be...

So i don't think anyone really gives a crap at this point, but the reason i haven't been on lately is just because i've been taking a break, i haven't really felt like posting much here, idk exactly why. Its sorta been more of an obligation feeling then an enjoyable feeling lately, so I had to do some analysis i guess, really and truly I haven't made any progress much, but yeah, I won't promise i'll be on more or something like I have done multiple times before, be...

So i don't think anyone really gives a crap at this point, but the reason i haven't been on lately is just because i've been taking a break, i haven't really felt like posting much here, idk exactly why. Its sorta been more of an obligation feeling then an enjoyable feeling lately, so I had to do some analysis i guess, really and truly I haven't made any progress much, but yeah, I won't promise i'll be on more or something like I have done multiple times before, be...

So i don't think anyone really gives a crap at this point, but the reason i haven't been on lately is just because i've been taking a break, i haven't really felt like posting much here, idk exactly why. Its sorta been more of an obligation feeling then an enjoyable feeling lately, so I had to do some analysis i guess, really and truly I haven't made any progress much, but yeah, I won't promise i'll be on more or something like I have done multiple times before, be...

So i don't think anyone really gives a crap at this point, but the reason i haven't been on lately is just because i've been taking a break, i haven't really felt like posting much here, idk exactly why. Its sorta been more of an obligation feeling then an enjoyable feeling lately, so I had to do some analysis i guess, really and truly I haven't made any progress much, but yeah, I won't promise i'll be on more or something like I have done multiple times before, be...

Michael Morones Recovery fund is at $25,000 raised in 4 days. $5000 more then the goal.

My head's been hurting more than usual lately...makes me consider wear a medical mask or something. We'll see what the school psychologist has to say *shrug* Sure they can recommend a good mask, if nothing else x)

So I was going over the files for my fanfiction reading. I need a proper mic before I publish anything.

Day started off exceptionally well (especially given how poorly I've been sleeping). Caught some trouble towards the end, but I'll regain my senses soon. Breaking habits is a steady process, but I'm getting there

Gonna lay down, Im tired. Take care everyone

There was petition "Save Flash Sentry" but why nobody created "Kill Flash Sentry" petition? Not fair

There was petition "Save Flash Sentry" but why nobody created "Kill Flash Sentry" petition? Not fair

Poor Meghan @MMeghanMcCarthy: 1. What is a waifu? 2. Will I be creeped out by the answer to question #1?

Essays in math... that's a thing?

Essays in math... that's a thing?

Shove it Flesh Sentry, Twilight don't even remember you. Ha ha ha x10

*Extreme boredom* What are you guys up too?

Sigh... winter is such a boring, cold season. :/

Sigh... winter is such a boring, cold season. :/

Biology classes are so easy that I can sleep through them -.-

I apologize for my behavior yesterday, i suppose that despite wanting to i can't really change what has happended already. and i know sorry may not mean much from me anymore, but still. Anyways for now i'm feeling better, but i won't jump to conclusions that i'm miraculously cured. I will say that i'm exhausted and tired though, so sorry i can't stick around really. Goodnight y'all!

Am i really sad? I mean i can be cheered up and smile even when I'm "depressed' Even though i wouldn't say i'm depressed because its very on and off and not constant long term really. But i still smile sometimes even when i'm feeling "sad" but am i? Or do i just not want to be happy? Am i just lieing to myself? Am i just crazy?