Well this just gets better and better. I probably wont be doing any pony massacre pictures. Im a technical pacifist http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/TechnicalPacifist But yes i have plenty off unhealthy obsessions, but i will spare you the many details. I dont consider myself a artist, but i do like to draw. Well violence can be a art form, so can anything actually.
Im "working" on improving my "Talents" what ever those might be. Honestly im not gifted in any way. It would be nice to animate some cartoons, program some games, Make some sweet armor/weapons, and destroy a tank with my bare hands but that might take some time.
When i listen to music or watch something REALLY exciting i sometimes feel like that tank is exploding in the background as i walk forward slowly with torn clothing and ripped abs One winged angel mode http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/OneWingedAngel While the Forces of evil lay broken in my wake.
"Did he just grow wings?" says random anime girl. I fly up into outer space, Throw the lance of Longinus into Tyranid mothership. Then the Chaos gods Khorn, Slaneesh, Nurgle rip the fabric of reality. 3V1 Im fighting them with my bare hands, its a even match. Tzeentch is too busy rubbing his hands and cackling maliciously to be of any use.
And when all is said and done, all enemies pummeled into dust, none left to fight i will move on to the next Dimension and start beating the crap out of people from anime, books, and everything that used to be enjoyable untill someone (me) came along and punched it in the gonads.
But i am content with just wishful thinking for now