~StatesTheOblivious~

That'd actually require a wall of text to explain. I'll try keep it short. Having severe psychological problems and trying to hang around in an online community that I'm still not really a part of - even though I spend a rediculously huge amount of time on here - as a substitution for actual social interaction is not a good combination.

alright, that might be true, but seeing you leave makes me a sad panda.

http://www.marketingsheriff.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/SadPanda.png

I didn't say I'd leave. I'm just saying that I'm in a dilemma that I tried to escape before. And I failed every time.