I don't even know if I can leave at all. Something I had to accept, to realize today finally made me aware of what's "wrong" with me. The problem is, if I talk about it, it might just get worse. This place here doesn't help me. At all.
I'll definitely miss you, but I know all about needing some time away, so you have my blessing as you take whatever time you need to sort out what you need to sort out. Bis bald, mein Freund.