~StatesTheOblivious~

I'd assume that you were convinced that you could do it and as much as I know you (not all too good, how does tht come actually), I wouldn't doubt that you've been right. Probably your motivation is just lacking at the moment, but I'm certain you've got what it takes to make it through once you'll find it again.

Opposed to nothing. I felt like there was no other option. It was the easiest thing to do.

@Blue

I actually never had motivation. It was just... there. I didn't want it, but I also didn't want anything else.