I got mail today. I actually cannot believe that I was able to delay it for so long, but now... I'm forced to tell my parents. That I not just will quit stydying because I have to, but also everything else. This might just as well destroy me, but I have no choice; neither factually, nor ethically.
I try to come up with one. If there is really an... "issue", it's not entirely my fault that I fail, if there's not, I'm just a lazy, egocentric and ungrateful a**hole.