You know what? If you're not going to help, I'm going to make it to where there's not even a me TO help. If even ONE of you pays attention to this, it's more than likely the last thing I'm ever going to say on these forums (unless there's Wi-Fi in the afterlife).
You would need to find something to live for yourself. I don't know your current situation or anything...I just wanted to say that killing yourself is just a waste. Imagine everything you could accomplish with life!
That last sentence doesn't help much more than the others (I can tell it was supposed to), because the amout I've accomplished thus far amounts to hardly anything, if not absolutely nothing.