repsol rave

kinda long story. it basically comes down to this:

i pretend to be happy to everyone i see on a daily basis. i'm so uch of a pussy that i don't even dare to tell my feelings to anybody. and to top it all off, the only true 'happy' feeling i had in months was because i was on a XTC high

would you like me to pm you so we can have a private conversation and i can help you?

sure.