Thuja

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In all honesty? Never had a steak before, sure, I've eaten beef before but never steak. Not really something I'm interested in. I guess if I should choose to have it, I want it well done and slightly burnt.

Thane stood at the door of Shepard's bedroom, it was early in the morning. He stood in the hallway, wondering if this was the best choice of action. "Jan...?" He gingerly knocked on the door as he slowly opened it, "I'm sorry to disturb you two but Kolyat and I woke up early and we were wondering...?" He found Risu opening the curtains while Shepard was still sleeping, light spilling all over the room. "Ah good, you're up," Risu softly spoke motioning towards the door, "I'll whip up some breakfast. How did you sleep? The guest bedrooms typically aren't occupied so I was worrying that the beds weren't broken in yet." Thane stepped aside as Risu exited, closing the door behind him, "It takes him a while to get up, don't worry about it.. Shall we?" They walked down the hallway, passing various paintings, some more questionable than others. "Your home is lovely, Risu." "Isn't it? We designed and built it ourselves. I find that the arid air around here agrees with me. Have you... Had any problems here? Any pain?" "I'd be lying if I said no, I have had some but my Kepral's is advanced so pain is pretty much a given by now but thank you for asking. How long will Jan take to wake up? He was typically pretty alert on the Normandy...?" "He's not on the Normandy though, he's home. He typically runs on a different schedule here, he'll be up soon." They both made it to the spacious kitchen, there was an eclectic sense to the room. There was a vast island in the center where Kolyat was sitting, he still seemed tired. Risu began to move about the kitchen, opening cabinets and the fridge in a habitual state. He turned on the coffee maker and the island oven, "Hun, there's coffee when you need it!" he shouted as he was taking out a slab of salmon meat from the fridge. Thane could hear someone grumbling down the hallway and doors opening and closing. All he could do was try and stay out of Risu's way, he sat with Kolyat at the other side of the island. "I've never had a human breakfast before, what're we having?" Kolyat asked, watching Risu. "I was planning on searing some fish, have some left over rice from yesterday, make miso soup along with some seaweed salad." "Ah yes, seaweed salad, Shepard seemed to swear by the stuff back on the Normandy." Thane chuckled at the memory, "I remember he tried to make others on the crew try it, much to his failure." "Well in this household--" Risu was just getting ready to explain, a sudden thunk grabbed his attention. Shepard stood at the entryway of the hallway, arm out to support him from falling over, wearing nothing but his N7 boxers. He made his way slowly to the kitchen. Risu poured him a mug of coffee as he sat down besides Kolyat, he began to rub his green eyes as he grumbled to himself. He yawned and began sipping his drink. "I'm sure by the time the fish is done, he'll be ready for the day. It's almost ready anyways." Risu pressed down on the slab of meat with his spatula. "Is he always like this here?" Kolyat motioned to the tired looking Shepard. "Pretty much," Risu unapologetically stated as he began grabbing plates and bowls out of the cabinets, he paused, placing a hand on his hip, "Ready for the day, soldier?" Rrrrready for the day, my precious frog prince!" Jan lifted his mug, he still sounded a bit sleepy.

I'm thinking about chicken right now... I literally can't think of anything else right now. I really want to eat some but I can't right now... My mouth is drooling just thinking about it, everything smells like cooked chicken. I can literally smell bbq chicken right now at 11 at night. I'm seriously considering trying tofu just so I can make something chicken related(at least the sauce) hopefully without flaring up any pain that I might have when eating chicken... I really want chicken right now... Chicken... I'm a man on the edge ...

I don't get sick often but I am currently sick, I have to get my gallbladder taken out because of it... I hate it when I have to be more cautious about my diet, what I wouldn't give for some fried chicken right about now.

I swear I was going to get things done today!! A story of one man's effort to get off of the computer, failing miserably.

I'm changing my vote from "Homosexual" to "unsure" again... I can't seem to make my mind up. I'm really attracted to guys(even though I can be terribly picky about it) but I've noticed recently that I'm looking at girls again. Whatever :\... I'll make a decision at a later date, maybe?

​Just had a scoop of hazelnut spread. I'm too lazy to put it on bread...

Kinda feel like crap right now, don't know why...

I know I have to do homework right now... I really don't want to though.

I really want to get a burger and some poutine right now but I can't... I also really want to make something chicken related but I can't eat that right now either because my gallbladder keeps acting up, I'm getting it taken out next month.

I found this little Alice in Wonderland(the disney animated movie version) clutch at the thrift store a few years back, it was only $1. I thought it would be suitable for some makeup and a pocket mirror.

I typically wear some lipstick at home, I don't feel comfortable wearing it outside. I just realized that I need to do laundry, which requires me to leave my apartment. I kinda don't want to take off what I'm wearing just to go downstairs just to put it back on again when I'm done with my laundry. I like this shade and I don't want to waste my lipstick. I mean, it seems pretty ridiculous for me to panic this much over a little bit of lipstick and it's not like I'll be out all day. Besides, most people around here seem to think that I'm a bit weird anyways and I really do want to step up my makeup game and wear a full face of it so I have to get used to other people responding to my little bit of makeup anyways. Meh, guess I'll go out anyways... I wish I could draw better than how I can now. There's so much I want to draw I just don't have the ability to do so.

I like my hotdogs in buns with a little ketchup. I prefer using hotdogs with cheese in them.

I'm thinking about how OCs are mostly made in my head. It's kind of like a magical girl transformation where the girl's body is all light and then the clothes form and all that stuff. I was watching Epic yesterday and this was happening to me. Creating an OC is always important to me and a bit personal. My OCs always have some part of my personality or what I strive to be.

​Pretty good, I got my T prescription coverage approved. Can't wait to start it~!

I had a smoothie purely made of beets. I had to add some milk to it to add some sweetness to it since the beets were much more subtle in flavour than I expected besides that nice earthy flavour. I really need to go grocery shopping sooner or later...

My gallbladder has been giving me a lot of trouble lately, I've been getting pains and throwing up. The doctor I'm seeing about it says he has to remove it... Thankfully, getting help for it has been quick because I don't think I could spend another night with the pain I was having before.

The last thing I drank was a glass of lactose-free milk.

Vertically. I wish I had more freezer space though. This fridge is a bit small, I wish it were bigger.

Just like my username, my real name is also tree based!

Still single. Not really bothered by it though, I do get lonely at times and I'm not very good at making friends but I manage. Sometimes, I'm still not sure what I'm even into, before I thought I was specifically interested in men but nowadays I don't really care for gender... I don't know *shrugs*... You kind of think a 25 year old would have this stuff tacked down by now but I'm not someone that really gave myself space to really grow and figure myself out. I'm a work in progress though. Maybe it's best that I don't date anyone right now.

I try not to since I sweat a lot. I don't really care if other people do it though.

I'm pretty much open to anything at this point, if it tastes good.

I guess I'll go with the Harry Potter series. I don't really remember much about what books I read when I was a kid.