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Tech Reel

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  1. Today I do a quick little vlog...while juggling xD

  2. I just recorded a game for half an hour for my next video...it was fairly entertaining and I had several gags I'd planned to edit in...I look at the footage once I'm done recording and it's out of sync, beyond repair...I'm gonna go cry in a corner now...

  3. What is the difference between being lonely and being left? The way I see it, one is massively depressing...the other is a living hell. Being lonely is not having friends and having difficulty gaining them. It's having next to no one to talk to. Being left is an entirely different field. When people leave you, you're left with the thoughts of why they would want to leave you, as well as what you could've done to change their mind or even if you could have at all. Before I continue, when I say "being left" I'm not referring to people who have lost one or two friends in their life. I'm talking about people who are repeatedly left by so many loved ones. People who have had most or all of their friends leave them...like me. When you're left by people, it hurts much more than just feeling lonely. You know the saying "It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all"? I strongly disagree. I downright despise that saying. I've loved and lost, I've lost so many people throughout my life, and it only keeps getting worse. The more I lose the less I trust. Sure, I've met some great people, but I've continuously had to watch them leave my life. Every single day I can't help but remember my past friends, my past companions, everyone I've lost. Honestly, if I had the option I think I'd choose to forget everyone of them. Maybe then I wouldn't face everyday with depression about my past. Loneliness is merciful, being left is a curse...
  4. I'm thinking about starting a Phoenix Wright series on the channel. How do you TAKE THAT idea? Think I should HOLD IT for now? Any OBJECTIONs? xD

  5. Why am I sad right now? Nothing specifically depressing is happening to me at the moment. I've just had a normal day, so why do I feel like crap?

  6. New reaction on the channel, watching mlpstopmotion xD

  7. Well, I've sent the message to my ex-friend. Let's just hope I don't get verbally slaughtered in return :/

  8. Is it crazy that I'm thinking of asking me ex-friend if he can find out why my other friend started ignoring me? I know I should probably just forget the whole thing and move on, but I just really need answers :/

    1. Shadicus

      Shadicus

      Or track down the one ignoring you and ask, "Hey is something wrong?"

    2. Tech Reel

      Tech Reel

      He doesn't live near me. The only contact I have with him is Skype. I've asked him, but he refuses to respond.

  9. Soon, I plan to let my(still small amount of) viewers in on a few things. Tell them the thoughts that really go through my head, as well as things I've had to deal with. This will allow me to vent and have a more personal connection with my subscribers.

  10. The thing I hate most about writing a song is the paranoia that the tune you're using already exists. I don't want to finish a song just to realize that I've accidentally stole a tune. I can't go to music jail! I'm fragile, which is something to NOTE. I don't want to get BEAT up! They'll kick my BASS!...I apologize for these puns xD

  11. Well you can read fan fiction. I know your laptop audio isn't working, but you can use your phone to watch YouTube or TV shows online. You could always try making some new videos with your new microphone. You can just talk to people, at school or on the forums. Also, if you enjoy it, you can do some story writing. As I've said, you're very good at it
  12. I just had some mac and cheese and...well...I think I might just be lactose intolerant. I'm gonna go back to lying on my bed with cramps now xD

  13. Being scared is okay, it's normal. Everyone is scared of something. Even courageous people are, because being brave isn't about not being scared, it's about distracting yourself from your fear. All you need to do is find something that can distract you from your problems, your issues, your fears. Something like a hobby or activity. Once you find it, just keep doing that and the time will fly by until you're not stuck anymore.
  14. Well, I'm already liking that you're saying you think you can be put back together, as it is more optimistic than most things you've said As for being exactly the same as before, of course you won't be. Experiences change people and the way they think and perceive things. There will be some cracks in the glass, but like I've said, you're strong and I know you can make it through this
  15. Wow, I've got to say, you're an amazing writer. The way you put this together with the symbolism to your own life works beautifully. Although, I do have a little problem with the ending. "There was simply too much damage inflicted." I think not. Every broken person is less of a shattered mess on the ground, and more of a set of puzzle pieces. Not impossible to put together, but it will take some hard work, as well as the right person to take on such a task. Eventually the puzzle is pieced together, restoring the original glory of what was there before.
  16. "Being the Doctor isn't about fighting aliens, going on adventures, and wearing bowties. It's about having the urge to help people. It's having someone's back when they really need someone there for them, even when you need it more. Hiding your own depression to help with other's. And if you can't fix the problem, just make sure they don't have to go through it alone. That's what being the Doctor is." Tech Reel, 2015.

  17. I'm thinking that after work, I might finally start looking for a new YouTube companion. I'm still a bit worried in the way of trust, but I have to try.

    1. Commander Frost

      Commander Frost

      I could help. I can make videos and such, But I have no webcam.

    2. Tech Reel

      Tech Reel

      Well you don't NEED a webcam. I'll think about it, like I said with the "might", I'm still considering this.

    3. Commander Frost

      Commander Frost

      Yeah, I know. Take your time.

  18. Time to make a video with a theory that has yet to be mentioned...or at least I think nobody mentioned it...I hope xD

  19. Wow I really am becoming the Doctor. Upon considering looking for a YouTube companion, the first two things I thought were: Preferably a girl, preferably clever. Well it's settled, Clara Oswald shall be my new companion xD

  20. Today I think I hit my all time high on the Depress-O-Meter. Level 8: I have little to no purpose, as I have no benefit to anybody...which is caused by the fact that I have only a single friend that I truly trust...which is due to the fact that I'm an awkward idiot...which leads to the fact that I am pretty much worthless :/

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    2. Commander Frost

      Commander Frost

      Well, I guess you'll just have to trust me. I've been in your very same shoes. I know how it feels.

    3. Tech Reel

      Tech Reel

      I do want to trust you, and I will try, but do understand if I have my doubts. Hell, by the time I fully trusted my last friend...he left. So, I do have good reasons for my trust issues xD

    4. Commander Frost
  21. This song is awesome :)

  22. How will I ever find a special somepony? I have a hard enough time finding friends :/

    1. Commander Frost
    2. Tech Reel

      Tech Reel

      Hey look, it's my face *rimshot* *applause* *gets handed an award*

  23. Happy Depression...OOPS I mean Valentine's Day! Today I celebrate by attempting to date artificial intelligence...and failing miserably xD

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