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Just ordered Gravity Falls DVDs. Best thing is I got it with a gift card. Awesome entertainment + Having someone else pay for it = Happy me

I hate when I look back on a video I just recorded and I hate how it looks and sounds. It seemed fine while I was doing it...WHAT HAPPENED? xD

And now I'm home relaxing. Still a little angry at my parents, but there's nothing I can do to fix things. I'll just have to forgive and forget until I can think of a way to make them understand :/ Now to do what I always do, wait and hope I can find something to do or someone to talk to xD

I'm losing it. My parents are driving me crazy over stupid things. They barely even listen when I'm talking. They just can't understand who I am or what I have to deal with...

My day off has been turned into a work day. In two hours I'll be in hell...oops I mean my job :/

Time to record a video!

Do I feel guilty about not helping my workplace by working an extra day because of my sore throat?.....Nope! xD

Earlier I was talking with my dad and he asked me, "What would you do if you were called into work today?" Later on(10 minutes ago) I was called asking if I could come to work today. Sometimes I think I might just be living in a TV show xD

Christmas has been great. Got the presents I wanted and hung out with teh family. And now...well I'm kinda bored and don't have people to talk to at the moment...TO THE INTERNET!

Merry Christmas Everyone! Even if ya don't celebrate, have a great day

And suddenly I feel quite a bit happier, like I'm not even thinking of my problems. Thanks Christmas magic xD

Just wanna say sorry if I've been really depressing recently. Especially now that it's nearly Christmas. Just have stuff happening in my brain and sometimes I gotta vent it out :/

A little something I realized. If I may take a second to praise myself...I think I give good advice, in fact great advice. The problem is I don't take my own advice that well. I'll tell a friend, "Ignore the problem for a bit and try to find something to make you happy, even if you don't feel up to it,", but then I find myself thinking constantly about my problems and doing nothing to help myself. Maybe this is the result of bottling up my thoughts for all these years...I...

Aaaaand now I'm drifting back to the mindset of "If I were to disappear, it wouldn't effect anyone"...dammit brain...

Well, in my attempts to cheer someone up, I've gradually begun remembering the things that have been making me sad recently. Hopefully I can take my own advice and feel better before Christmas xD

Wow, I haven't done any videos for a month...I really need to get going, though first I need to muster up the motivation and idea...

I really need to tell my friend that I don't want to talk to him anymore(For the SECOND time). Every time I imagine it, it seems so simple. Then when I actually see him I just can't manage the words. I know I have to do this for my own good, all I need is the courage to do it :/

Drew myself a new avatar/icon/square. Not bad self, not bad xD

I never want to see wrapping paper again xD

Today I was finally gonna make a new video, but as usual, something went wrong. I'm not liking this pattern :/

Drawing out a funny little intro for my videos. Wonder if I can find a decent animator around here...

Well, due to a few different things, it seems that I won't be able to make my scripted cinematic Christmas special video :/ Kinda disappointed, but I'll just have to find something else I can do.

So I had a friend who I didn't want to talk to anymore, so I told him. Later through the conversation, him and our other friend dragged me into giving him another chance. I told the other friend my doubts as the first friend left the call for a moment...or so we thought! It turns out he heard me, got pissed, and said "F*** this, I'm out". I obviously didn't mean for things to end so harshly, so I apologized for what happened, stating I had no intention of remaining fri...