Tech Reel

I'm so tired of being in this depressed mood. I want to feel normal again, but I just don't know how to...

Some days I feel my conversational skills are lacking. I just feel that the words I say come off as awkward or just plain dumb. Maybe I just haven't had a lot of practice talking to people in my time. Damn social anxiety...ONE DAY YOU SHALL BE DEFEATED!

Things are happening, things that are complicating other things making me feel things about things...I'm gonna stay calm for now but I don't know how long that'll last before super major stress kicks in...

Ugh, no work for me, feeling sick...

I'm going to sacrifice my own happiness for my friends today, in a bigger way than ever before...I have to let them go. Wish me luck, it won't be easy :/

I can't believe it...I just can't believe what has happened tonight.....

My motivation was nonexistent for the past week, but suddenly it's all coming back Ideas, plans, and new beginnings are coming. And all of this starting with a Doctor Who themed Christmas special

I never asked to be the Doctor. I never wanted his life, but it's what I'm stuck with. I fear becoming more like him, more like the side of the Doctor that some ignore. A depressed man who, at times, shuts out the world because of his losses. Although, sometimes I just feel I should quit trying. Maybe I'm just not needed. My past companions would be just fine if I hadn't met them. They'd just be wherever they are now, but faster, because they didn't have to deal with m...

I have a new hair style and glasses. I feel so weird, like I'm some different person. Wait...am I? *looks in mirror* OH CELESTIA WHAT IS THAT?! Oh yeah, I always look like that xD

These last two days have been quiet, where the heck are my friends? I blame Discord xD

Something odd I've noticed: My friends don't start conversations with me as much as I start conversations with them. To put it simply, if I don't start a conversation, then there's a 90% chance there won't be any conversation. Heck, most times when they do start one it's either to ask a question or check if I'm still alive. Maybe I'm over thinking this, I don't know :/

Gosh, I've been in a blah mood today. Nothing to do, no one to talk to...well at least I came up with some ideas for YouTube.

Ugh...grumble grumble, complain, grumble...bored xD

Learn how to talk like your favorite fictional blue puppy! xD

Tomorrow I may be making one of the strangest and pointless videos on the channel yet xD

I feel lke my friends are turning against me. They say so much crap against me, then try to justfy it and make it sound like it's for my own good. I don't know whether or not to believe them anymore :'(

This montage came out pretty good for just one nights work. Now I gotta go pass out from exhaustion xD

I can't let exhaustion from work stop me, I need to make a video montage for my one year YouTube channelversary. FOR THE FEW PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY WATCH MY VIDEOS! xD

1 day before my YouTube Channelversary and the editor I found is suddenly too busy to make the video I need...Panic Mode Activate!

It's so fun sitting around waiting for my friends to stop playing Super Smash Bros so we can do something else *sarcasmy sarcasm*