I don't know what you could do. The thing is that I'm just having trouble to integrate myself anywhere around here and somehow reached the point where I can't see a reason to keep trying. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
That's probably a part of it, but it's also my current reluctance to do anything productive at all. I'll get rid of that mood sooner or later anyway, so don't worry about it all too much.