So I was surfing around on youtube and had just finished watching a good analysis video by Bronycurious. I was enjoying myself and decided to view one of the videos labeled "Recommended for You". I had never seen this particular video before so I decided to check it out. The video is titled "Smile HD". I don't know if this video is new or has been around for a while and if it has I imagine it is rather infamous, though it's a wonder I've never heard of it before. I have no idea why youtube would recommend this for me as I never watch THIS kind of pony video. I'm not easily offended, but I was this time. I'm actually quite proud of myself though as I was able to stifle my kneejerk reaction to post angry, hateful things on the video's comment page.
The video seems like a sweet and fun music video of Pinkie's Smile song. Well,
(sorry about that but it was too perfect)
The reason I'm writing this is to warn anyone who hasn't seen it to beware (unless you like blood and gore then by all means enjoy) and I just had to vent a little. I was in the U.S. Navy for 4 years as a MA (military police for those unaware) and I've had to work a few traffic accidents and crime scenes. Naturally I've seen more than my fair share of the inner workings of the human anatomy. You would think that by now I would be desensitized to it, but ever since the last incident I worked (a murder) I've had the opposite effect and tend to be on the hypersensitive side. I still have nightmares from time to time.
This reminds me of the time I accidentally saw a few scenes from the anime "Blood C". I still have the occasional anxiety attack when I remember it and I think this is gonna go the same way. I know this post is kind of ridiculous and I should just get over it, but I live alone and felt the need to talk to others who would be more understanding than most.
Anyway, sorry for taking up your guys' time. Now I'll just self-medicate with MLP proper, Kingdom Hearts HD 1.5 Remix, Final Fantasy XIV and just a little bit of alcohol. I'll also try and get some sleep despite seeing poor Twilight Sparkle's severed head every time I close my eyes. (that's as far as I got before I panic-quitting youtube.)
One more thing, if anyone knows if there is a filter on youtube that I could use, please tell me. I can't find it.