DubWolf

I guess what should I get out of it :L ?

That's my problem; lack of faith. If I was more faithful, I wouldn't be blind to see that sin and worldly things are finite, while living in "accordance with the Spirit" means life, not death.

I lack the discipline to improve. Sometimes I say it's my fear of... things, or fear for others, other times... meh it's confusing :s . I try to be humble, but I don't think humility is good enough; humility shouldn't be expecting a reward.

We've talked about somethings before :l

I understand. I think the answer here is to pray about it. Just be honest to God, and of course, I'll pray for you, too. And even mobilize others to pray.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+18%3A19-20&version=KJV

I suppose, thanks (=