One of the reasons people suffer is because they crave something or things but do not get them. It is often better to learn to tame these cravings because they are often insatiable.
you are rihgt, i feel like i need somepony to worship cuz i fear to be alone also is those moments when you have in your mind a lot of beautiful thoughts and you have nopony to tell them
Just take some time off to think and reflect. Something we don't like to hear is that we can't always rely on other people to have all the answers to our problems and questions.