Codelyy

Are you scared that maybe you are transgender and you would have to go through well a lot. So you try to avoid it by trying to convince yourself you aren't. Since it really shouldn't be too much problem, either you feel this way or not. Like me and Kyouko have said, just give it time. You'll know for certain if you just give yourself time to think about it.

In essence:

Give it time

Be yourself

The rest will handle itself

I am going to give it time But i am not scared of it and i do really want to be a female but if i did i am scared about my new life, It would be like my parents never had me and i am scared about if something goes wrong if i change myself or i would not like my new self