If i had to describe relationships to someone then all i would say is "hard" and that's from my experiences from my 8 relationships and that's right 8.
Most of my relationships were long distance which makes them a lot harder then IRL ones since you got to keep a healthy relationship when your unable to see each other face to face, Normally video chat is your best ally but if you can only use text to chat then sharing emotions through text is hard, best thing you can do is with faces such as but they can easily tell lies. Most of my relationships were long distance and i thought they were easy at first but they slowly got worse and worse till i couldn't bare them.
I have been in IRL relationships and for me all they were is just awkward but that's just me. I imagine they would be a lot better if i didn't have anxiety but that doesn't mean they are hard.
Oh and not to mention the feeling of heart break... Oh how horrible it is.
I'm not in a relationship and most likely won't be for a long time
I feel like i do want a relationship from time to time but i always pull myself away
Around other couples i can get jealous from time to time.
8 relationships, 4 girls and 4 boys