Deserve's got nothing to do with it. Sometimes we feel worthy, sometimes we don't. If we show ourselves friendly, we'll have friends-whether we 'deserve' them or not. You have a lot of love and support here-which tells me a lot about the kind of person you are.
Thanks people... and Thunderchild... You actually may be right. Sorry about this, I just felt really down back then, but I am ok now Thank You all *hug*