Dont let yourself get knocked out, you're only 15 years old, its really harsh to see younglings see most things as a finished chapter so early, makes me sad really.
I am 23, never been in a relationship, if one feels horrible at one self, look at me, i dont mind, i have chosen my lifestyle, i am too sheltered to take part in another person. My love for games and design is greater than anything in my head.