Hastur

Ohh...now I see. That still didn't quite answer my question, If you're changing from one sexuality to another and then back to where you started then why go through all that hassle in the first place? :/

So I may understand all humans, while I know for a fact that my goal is impossible, I must try to understand as many humans as I can. If I can do that, then helping others will be easier and maybe even saving them

That's an honourable and benevolent motive, I wish you the best of luck then