Commander Frost

Then you just seem like a pitiful individual to me.

That's an understatement.

Let me ylarify it:

To me you seem like an individual, who deserves pity for it's ignorance towards satisfaction, whether through their own actions or those of others.

Thinking rational all the time can't be good for one's mind, so take a break by finding satisfaction in your actions, creations or whatever is there that pleases you.