As a person that struggled with depression in the past, I know how you are feeling right now. But things will get better ! And you will not get passed over ! You have many friends here that care about you, and I care about you too ! Don't ever think we don't. Don't give up and remember we are always here for you to help you !
Now, as the poster above me says, you really should see a professional about this. They are trained and more than happy to help you, and they really will. It will be a big step towards healing and feeling better.
I really hope you feel better buddy, and remember, we are always here for you, and I am here for you, I promise !