Sugar Cube

Thanks. It's especially hard because she was by far the most understanding person in my life. The one most like a true mother to me. I don't have a lot of really close relatives left. :/

I have a difficult time expressing grief with people. I'm a bottler through and through unfortunately...

Baby steps. There is a time and place for everything. You just need to find the right time and the right place to open up and let it all pour out. Could be when you have enough privacy, could be with someone you trust enough. If you believe that I can provide, send me a PM and we'll talk about it. If I can promise you one thing, it's that I'll do my best but I am still finite. Or instead just let it be. It is you who must decide.

Heh, I'm talking to you now, aren't I SunBurn? Like you said, babysteps. I've told you more already than I would most people, and publicly no less. I appreciate the encouragement as well as your open ear. I'll bear that in mind if I feel like talking about it in private. :3