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i've had a couple small scale panic attacks before, it's a bit terrifying knowing that another one could happen at any point, any time, and i can't prepare for it.
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Oh my god, that's aweful!
I can relate, I have crazy panic attacks when I leave a place that I won't see for a long time. Couldn't tell you why, I'm not too sure. I never had those problems when I was younger.
I remember flipping out because my Mom was cleaning my room, and I had developed a sort of territorial instinct, or something, so I kind of flipped out. I, for lack of a better explanation, "woke up" outside breathing heavily with my head pounding. I was told I freaked out for no reason and left exactly three bruises on my mother. Two on the upper arm, the other just below her shoulder. They threatened to take me to a psychiatrist (I hate psychiatrists...) but they never did (yay~). Anyhow, I'm (mostly) good now, and don't need any piece of shit psychiatrist, god damnit!!!
I just snapped internally for a split second...
What was my point again?
Oh yeah, I know how it feels, it sucks. See, I didn't even remember attacking my mom, I was so full of adrenaline that I stopped thinking, it was warrior instinct or something. Makes it sound cooler than it was when I say it like that, actually...
Maybe, pack instinct? No, that isn't right...
Feral instinct? Yes, yes that sounds about right, feral!
You get my point, at least
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