DuskSong

"And in the darkest night

If my memory serves me right

I'll never turn back time

the world cant keep us down

Don't worry if I disappear off the forums for extended periods of time coming up, life's a bit hectic right now (in a good way)! I'll be back, these next couple of weeks have a lot going on that I need to focus on.

"think im tired of getting over it

and just starting something new again

im getting sick of the beginnings

and always coming to your defense

guess its good to get it off my chest

guess i cant believe i havent yet

you know i got my own convictions

and theyre stronger than any addiction

and no ones winning."

~paramore

super glad i quit drinking soda, ive felt so much better w/o it these past few weeks

"I'll take the truth at any cost
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole"

~Paramore

happy international women's day!

sunlight really helps me feel calm, i hate the long nights here

i dont even want to know who i would be without punk rock

"The motto was just a lie

It says home is where your heart is

But what a shame

Cause everyone's heart

Doesn't beat the same

It's beating out of time"

~Green Day

"I'm hunched over, emotion just flows over, these cold shoulders are both frozen, you don't know me.
I keep saying it, I can't stress it enough, so keep playing it and stand next to the subs"

~Eminem

i'd be lying if i said i knew where i was going right now, cause i don't. but, i'm making my way while enjoying each day as it comes even if the future seems a bit unclear at the moment. i'll get there eventually.

rebel minded, loyalist at heart.

i'm finally ready to tear down my walls for you.. and you will never understand how hard it is for me to do that.

"I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path

I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how whatsername has been

Seems that she disappeared without a trace
Did she ever marry old what's his face?
I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path"

~Green Day

"For all I know
The best is over and the worst is yet to come
Is it enough?
To keep on hoping when the rest have given up?"

~paramore

happy and chill rn but the bags under my eyes say the opposite.

The sound of the rain is really soothing, cant wait for Spring so this becomes a more regular thing

wow i've had 666 brohoofs for a whole day now lol

i'm doing better tonight.

waking up to what feels like a heart attack is the worst. why can't my head let me sleep peacefully? sigh

"I'm not free, I asked forgiveness three times,
Same amount that I denied, I three-time mvp'ed this crime,
I'm afraid to tell you who I adore, won't tell you who I'm singing towards,
Metaphorically I'm a whore, and that's denial number four."

~twenty one pilots

"It's the very first breath
When your head's been drowning underwater
And it's the lightness in the air
When you're there
Chest to chest with the lover
It's holding on, though the road's long
And seeing light in the darkest things
And when you stare at your reflection
Finally knowing who it is
I know that you'll thank God you did"

~Alessia Cara

"i feel alone, i know im not"

"Remember how we used to like ourselves?
What little light that's left, we need to keep it sacred
I know that you're afraid to let all the dark escape ya
But we could let the light illuminate these hopeless places"

~paramore