DuskSong

"She's had enough of synthesizers, disguisers, she normally is never out this late. Says she's into me and I can see she likes the way I dance off beat, but hey, who am I to disagree?"

"You can't be too careful anymore, when all that is waiting for you won't come any closer. You've got to reach out a little more"

"low key, no pressure, just hang with me and my weather!"

I've moved on from the past, but it sucks when the past comes knocking on your door.

"Truce" is so calming.. some news i got earlier today has brought back terrifying memories and a fear of what could happen and im laying in the dark listening to music hoping that this fear fades.

so tired of high school drama and gossip. i've been doing great, but man, some people need to learn that they aren't as cool as they think they are. once these 4 years are over, your "popularity" and clout won't mean jack shit to anyone. but w/e, continue talking shit about other people to inflate that fragile ego of yours because you're so desperately clinging onto your place in the social ladder that won't matter in 2 years time. think a bit longer term, maybe you'll mature a little.

"I've been doing for this years. It never fails, there's always someone tryna claim your spot, well you aint takin' mine! I worked too hard for this, I'll prove it, I got scars and with precision I'll hit my target,  no, you aint breaking mind."

"I'll stop the whole world, I'll stop the whole word, from turning into a monster and eating us alive!"

avoiding thinking about familial issues by daydreaming about her and listening to Vessel. if only i could prevent myself from overthinking

I got a capo today, and I can finally play the rhythm part of Paramore's song "Careful" and its great

"I'll succeed soon whether or not they believe it now! Prove 'em wrong, I'll achieve the crown. Ever since I was a kid my mother would tell me, "Son keep it down! Volume's too loud, please sleep, tell me why are you up so late?" I work when the world sleeps, why? Just so that I won't suffocate. The stuff I hate is amplified when I witness humanity resuscitate and ramify these vicious humans, no grief" ~ Iniquity Rhymes

take me back to last night <3

today felt like an 80s teen romance film, and I loved every moment of it, and I'm happier than ever

"look into my eyes, tell me, what do you see? Don't believe the lies that you've heard about me"

"Sometimes they say this should feel something like fire. 'Til it burns you and you can't, no, you can't remain the same. Stay the same, stay the same, stay the same- I can't change"

I've gotta stop listening to my doubts, not a single one has been right lately, but it's hard to ignore a mind that doesn't ever go silent. Everything's going to be fine, regardless of what my fears think.

i hate seeing other people hurt. i just wish i could prevent and stop the pain, and the fact that i can't upsets me. however, i will always be here with an outstretched hand for anyone who needs it to grab onto.

"I remember way back, felt like yesterday. I was young, naive, and ignorant, I had myself to blame. There's no disclaimer when you start this road of finding out your name. I overcame the opposition, told myself, "Ignore the hate" Just do what feels right and just have fun, stay in flight at first light, bring the passion and despite any fright man, you can't run from this ruptured game"

ill be honest- i have not listened to the song "American Idiot" on my own before today. After my first listen, I love it.

Behind the words coming out of my mouth and the smile on my face, I am carrying a lot of weight on these faltering shoulders. It'll all work out in the end though, so I'll continue making my strides like I'm on top of the world.

I've gotta pick up cold medicine tonight, my nose has not stopped running all day and I feel like trash

im 1 day away from finally making my dreams come true and I couldn't be more afraid and excited and hopeful and doubtful all at the same time.

after all that's happened, I hope this week ends up in smiles and love, and not a broken heart.

Well.. finally going to tell her the truth this week.