DuskSong

getting told "you're not my son" because I disagree religiously sure doesn't make me feel like shit at all. BTW: you do NOT have to have unconditional love for a parent if they are not good to you. Respect is earned, not given. Sorry if you disagree, but I will not respect anyone who thinks it's okay to tell me I don't know anything and put me down. This is why I stay inside my room.

my life was good before you, but damn, you made it a lot better <3

stressing out cuz i cant find my application sheet for the leadership class next year, sigh. was looking forward to it.

i cant put into words how lucky i am that life has had such a great turn around and now i know the truth and life is amazing and everything just worked out in the end and it's a complete reverse from 2017 and im so grateful for everything that has happened. things have been and continue to be looking up, and for that, I am infinitely grateful because there was a time in my life where I wasn't sure I wanted to be alive anymore. Things get better. Remember that.

or maybe i won't find out today

Today, my heart will either be broken or ill be happier than ever.

"You hit me with lightning! Maybe I'll come alive."

"I realized I need you here, as desperate as that sounds"

I need to start facing reality and do what I've been avoiding.

"Do you still believe in me? Didn't I give everything I had to give you to make you see? I'll never forget if you turn your back on me now, and walk out, I will never let you live it down. I'll never quit, do you still believe in me?"

"I'm screaming I love you so, but my thoughts you can't decode"

i have great friends and ik they want to see me happy but sometimes they need to back off and let me do things at my own pace.

"If I could look past the present and get there, well baby, its worth the shot. Just enough time to plan an escape route, I put my map on the wall in the basement. Not quite a victory to run from your problems, but its the only plan that I got, it's the only plan that I got." ~ Paramore

I am coughing so hard and my head hurts but i've got a pretty positive attitude and i think that's a step in the right direction cuz i usually get really down when im sick but im dancing and currently singing along to Paramore's Self Titled album and enjoying life in the rain.

getting tired of obsessive fans of a band thinking it's not okay for someone to not like what they like. Tastes are subjective, and you should get used to others having different opinions.

i am kind, because others were not kind to me.

soup is 1000 times better when you're sick

"Let me give the kids just a little help, tell 'em money is not the key to wealth, cause if it can stop the pain: How the fuck did you explain the bunch of millionaires that killed themselves? So you can take me off your winner's shelf. I got different vision, I'm bringing help" -Jon Bellion

i usually hate what i create, and a friend just told me she really likes the poem i made and it brought the biggest smile to my face.

I keep reading and seeing stuff about the game today and i dont like sports so im very confused and lost as to what's going on

i always think my writing is sounding good till i check it over when im done and throw it away because i cant ever be happy with anything i create

power chords give me life

"The Newsroom" is a great show.

"i'm a good person, though they portray me as cold" - eminem.

i am not the opinions of others. i am more than that.

"Peace will win, and fear will lose. There's faith and there's sleep, we need to pick one please because faith is to be awake. and to be awake is for us to think. And for us to think is to be alive, and I will try with every rhyme to come across like I am dying to let you know you need to try to think"

"We'll be the color, in all this black and white" <3