DuskSong

What happened to being able to change the position of your banner?

"Like plastic brains we change
When losing who you thought you were is not the only thing at stake
Is there any trace left of me?
Is there any trace left of me at all?"

~Knuckle Puck

"I've been having visions lately, flashes of a different path
If holding on is thankless is it ever worth looking back?
I'll dish it out if you got a sec, dimly lit with a cigarette
Through that smile like a fraudulent check, chase it down with the triple sec"

~Knuckle Puck

I was strong enough to go. Now, I need to be strong enough to let go.

"Last year I needed change of pace,

Couldn't take the pace of change,

Moving hastily.

But this year, though I'm far from home,

In Trench I'm not alone."

~twenty one pilots

TRENCH is out, I had a nice date, got my hair lightened, an extra day off school-

this weekend has been great.

my hair is platinum blonde now..

am i becoming Hayley Williams?

fuck the past and everyone that dragged you here.

~real friends

oh hi. been gone for a minute, keeping myself busy.

i'm still here

autumn is tomorrow!!!!!!!!

finally getting over this super aggressive cold, albeit slowly, but getting better nonetheless! next time my school gets a wave of the cold, i'm just going to wear one of those medical face masks for a week or two.

"I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me"

~P!ATD

Club soda makes Italian Soda taste awful when the ratio of that and the flavoring syrups used is poor. The secret to a delicious Italian Soda is Sprite, a good amount of your flavor of choice, and a dash of half'n'half on top!

it's awesome having really kind coworkers, had one give me peppermint tea bags for my cold!

gonna sleep so i dont have to deal with my sickness for a few hours, goodnight everyone!

got hooked up to a nebulizer because my cough was suffocating me, literally. it pushed all of the air out of my lungs, but my body wasnt done coughing, so i could barely breathe in due to my body wanting to expel air, but i had to so i could finish coughing. not fun.

it's so dry here that my cough has killed my voice, i sound awful right now. hoping that the cough goes away soon, as the rest of my cold has been tapering off!

i hate the amount of fatigue being sick comes with. i can't muster the energy to do much of my homework, especially my AP English stuff.

im going to be 17 this year... jeez

to think, i was ~11 when i first created my account on this website.

it's been quite some time.

"Consider this a repercussion of the actions which you were never properly punished for due to an overbearing demeanor brought on by your own self-awareness.
Your credibility is a half-empty glass of salt water that I watched you spill over and over and over again. Go ahead, MAKE ME THE BAD GUY

How dare you guilt me for not sticking around
As if you ever did for me?
I’ll leave you in the dark with a broken flashlight
You left me with a choice and a pretense"

~Knuckle Puck

"It comes in waves and I'm pulled below
It's not subjective, it's clinical
Drown myself in the undertow of all my imbalanced chemicals
And the cycle comes full circle
And the cycle comes full circle again"

~Movements

i can respect any sane opinion, apart from someone saying that Pitch Black Mountain Dew is good.

you're wrong.

i cannot be told otherwise

"oh, voices that reside in my head,

demons that live under my bed

you wont relent until i'm dead

but i refuse to give in to the dread"

chorus/bridge/poem thingy that came to mind a bit ago.