Clod

What isn't throwing my life away?

Anything that would make me happy, which at the moment is nothing I can actually do.

Y'know, have friends, do stuff. Actually be able to do the things you want to do without your absolute lack of money getting in the way.

I'll move on to friends in a minute, for now, what kind of stuff do you want to be doing that you don't have enough money at the moment to be doing?

Livestreaming on Twitch. Impossible from this laptop because

1. it's a cheap piece of shit

2. for some reason the internet connection dies randomly, but only on this laptop

Also, microphone is way too quiet so there's nothing I can do about that.

Or even just playing games on a half-decent PC. But I can't do that. This thing's limit is flash games (and surprisingly, Guitar Hero 3).