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Clod

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About Clod

  • Birthday 2000-07-31

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  • Gender
    Other
  • Location
    idk lol
  • Personal Motto
    yeet the rich
  • Interests
    https://i.imgur.com/xtE7J99.jpg

My Little Pony

  • Best Pony
    Yes
  • Best Princess
    Twilestunadence
  • Best Mane Character
    Raridashlightshyjack Pie
  • Best CMC
    Scootabloom Belle
  • Best Secondary/Recurring Character
    No
  • Best Episode
    the one with the ponies in it
  • Best Song
    that one where they sang
  • Best Season
    4

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  1. i have two choices

    1. keep trying to post here in a futile attempt to have some kind of human interaction outside of my ex (still friends dw), even if it's online and nobody actually wants to talk to me so the most i get is a reaction or two on whatever worthless shit i post, which is negative 99% of the time so nobody wants to read anything i post
    2. give up and let the loneliness consume me

    and man, both choices suck.

     

    feels like everything i do is pointless, really. i'll never get anywhere in life because i don't know how to not fuck up everything, and i can never have any meaningful relationship, friend or more, because i don't know how to. i'm only ever boring or annoying. and i can't get a job because i fucked up everything, and nobody wants to hire me.

    do i even want a job? most i'd ever get is retail. i don't want to work in retail. or any other job really. i hate existing enough already.

    am i better off dead? i don't think i can give a selfish reason for myself to stay alive. only to keep people from getting upset. which is basically just family and my one friend, my now ex. i'll never actually achieve happiness. not when i consistently ruin everything. not when i can't get a job that wouldn't make me want to die. not when i can't actually enjoy doing anything.

    yet i keep existing, i guess.

    and if you're wondering, this isn't related to the previous status update. if you've ever known me, i've been like this a very long time.

    see you all next time when i either make another depressing status update or say something stupid in an attempt to be funny. depression and shitty humor are all i've got lol

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