So I'm back. Throughout the night I decided to use the Twilight file. It was the perfect set up. So I felt there was a bit more progress. I'm feeling a bit more comfortable and the relaxing was effective, though the changing never exactly happened, which I felt disappointed in myself.
I'll continue to try to post more about these existences, I'll continue working with the Twilight file.
Pardon me, *experiences* . Still kinda having trouble learning to edit posts, I'm using a mobile device.