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  1. Ryzu

    I learned how to control my depression. I figured out every single variable. I just can't do it, and it makes me jealous that others can. For me to gain that power I need to bury the pain of losing my loved ones into the arms of my friends, but I'm alone besides the forums. IRL I'm just a piece of entertainment to most people. The people who new I needed love when they also needed love took mine but never gave it back. I don't have anyone who cares. DAMNIT LIFE! (I think I...

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    2. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      I do have a small chance though if my analysis is correct, but it's a long shot. If it works I will no longer feel weak and can stop acting like someone I'm not IRL and be the real me.

    3. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      Trying to associate that anime with a good memory, It was involved with a pretty bad experience in my past.

    4. Yuna Crescent

      Yuna Crescent

      ah

       

  2. Ryzu

    I learned how to control my depression. I figured out every single variable. I just can't do it, and it makes me jealous that others can. For me to gain that power I need to bury the pain of losing my loved ones into the arms of my friends, but I'm alone besides the forums. IRL I'm just a piece of entertainment to most people. The people who new I needed love when they also needed love took mine but never gave it back. I don't have anyone who cares. DAMNIT LIFE! (I think I...

  3. Ryzu

    HISSSSS I WANT A KEYTAR SO BADLY NOW

  4. Ryzu

    *Pinkie Gasp* I FIXED MAH PHONE B******

  5. Ryzu

    My iphone's touch screen broke and I'm like "I'll just text my mom to see if I have the warranty still" and then I'm like "Fuck."

  6. Ryzu

    >.< Realizing if this plan fails and I can't come up with any new ones I'm gonna have to cut off emotions to the point where I'll be acting like Maud Pie. Love needs to come back to me, very badly.

    1. Kyoshi

      Kyoshi

      Love is hopeless, to me at least. Then again, that's just how it is for me.

  7. Ryzu

    OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOMGOMGOMGOGM My Birth Father Airbrushed me a fairy tail hoodie :D and hoodies are the only things I like ever wear!

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    2. Virgil

      Virgil

      Congrats!

    3. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      I'm only on like episode 65 of the first series so I'll prob be there in a week and a half at most

    4. Digit

      Digit

      Oh you havnt even gotten to the best parts of series 1 tis awesome.

  8. Ryzu
    Is this for a specific RP? If so I wanna join, although Without me being able to afford photoshop I will have to use pony creator.
  9. Ryzu

    Second OC done : http://mlpforums.com/page/roleplay-characters/_/burning-ash-r6441

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    2. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      I still need RP practice though

    3. Virgil

      Virgil

      Would you like to practice RP as this character or the other one you made a while back (I'll need the link for that one ) ?

    4. Thunderchild

      Thunderchild

      Damn-he's Pyrokinetic. A firestarter no less.

  10. Ryzu

    Burning Ash

    Ryzu posted a character in Character Archive

    Burning Ash
  11. Ryzu
    I'll be making single player games based around mlp eventually, and possibly If I can learn how multiplayer too.
  12. Ryzu
    Like when Rarity needs to look fabulous?
  13. Ryzu
    Octavia, I would say Vinyl but we already know that's a planned thing
  14. Ryzu

    Depression Research was completed, although theres a problem. With my circumstances it would be absolutely useless, and I'm afraid to post it without testing it first.

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    2. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      I have a last resort, that's highly unlikely to work. You see there were cures all around me, but I kept breaking them one by one without realizing it. For this equation to work you need someone to care about you, depending on who you are gender shouldn't matter. I didn't realize I was doing this until you showed me RWBY actually. With whats her name who happens to be one of my favorites but I don't know her name is trying to help Jaune, Jaune says he's worthless basically...

    3. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      and refuses the help. Whats her name then leaves knowing she won't be able to do anything. I repeated that mistake so many times. I have a plan to expose my problem to her and to see if she can help, but also avoiding a relationship unless provoked.

    4. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      I have reason to believe she likes me, but I'm not risking a relationship, just friends is fine by me.

  15. Ryzu

    I need some sort of beginner RP to get a hang of things, anyone have any Ideas?

    1. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      Personally I'm thinking of righting a fan fiction where I play every role just to get the feel, not sure if it will work though.

    2. SCS

      SCS

      I'm not personally aware of a roleplay specifically for beginners, but this topic might help you out. http://mlpforums.com/topic/6539-a-general-guide-to-roleplaying/

    3. Virgil

      Virgil

      Ach! I'm sorry Ryzu! I've been so wrapped up in getting my exams finished, that I keep forgetting to come up with a practice scenario for you to RP as your character. Send me the link for you characters info in a PM and I'll take a look and I should have a scenario ready by Monday at the latest.

  16. Ryzu
    When we run out of fast food. Lol jk probably some natural disaster will occur and we wont have the budget to fix it thx to the government
  17. Ryzu

    Shoutout to Summer_Breeze for showing me RWBY. Has had a major impact in my depression research and I think I am about to be finished with it as well, so expect that soon.

    1. Yuna Crescent

      Yuna Crescent

      o.o your welcome i didn't realize it'd have such an impact on someone :3

    2. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      Yup :3

  18. Ryzu

    Uggghhhh My Birthday is coming up again. Worst Day of the year for me >.< I try to hide from my family for obvious reasons but all attention is on me. BUCK.

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    2. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      I don't really have a cause to be glad for anything except the basic survival resources and being alive, so...

    3. Dashicorn

      Dashicorn

      basic survival resources especially being internet, a computer, MLP, and MLP forums? Got it rough dude XD

    4. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      If only you knew some of the stupid unnecessary things I have to struggle through everyday. Stay happy, and don't let people take the things you love away from you.

  19. Ryzu
    Forgetting The Cutie Mark Crusaders? They could easily make it about them and possibly a few others just older maybe.
  20. Ryzu

    I don't understand this feeling I just had. I went outside to bring out the garbage and the moon showed in the clouds. It completely distracted me, and I just kept staring at it. (If you didn't know I have an obsession with the moon and stars) I stopped staring at it when I heard someone coming towards me, but for some reason now I feel like I'm at ease? Maybe?

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    2. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      No thx I don't want spoilers of something I can't see for over a month

    3. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      Back to watching fairy tail... Tomorrow cuz its 1:30

    4. Yuna Crescent

      Yuna Crescent

      actually they are pretty much spoiler free and just explain the technical stuff, in fact the first 2 are about Velvet, you know the bunny faunus? because there was a contest for designing a battle outfit for her

  21. Ryzu

    Season 5 Finale : Twilight becomes evil and takes over equestria - Only thing I could think of that could POSSIBLY top off season 4's finale. Now I'm probably gonna make it an RP

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    2. Dashicorn

      Dashicorn

      That's the point, or at least I think.. Sorry if I offended anypony with that.

    3. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      But imagine if a bad fanfiction was made canon....

    4. Dashicorn

      Dashicorn

      Then goodbye world. ONLY if there was a nice viable good well written and thought out way for Twilight to be evil. If its just something like, Omg brain wash then I would have to say, *cleans gun*

  22. Ryzu
    Tree Of Harmony. Nuff Said.
  23. Ryzu

    I hate it when you take a step back and realize that your entire life has been filled up with pain and agony and the people that you loved who you lost were never the people you thought they were in the first place. I see no absolute reason for me to be alive. Plus it turns out my stepdad has been secretly planning to kick me out for over a year now and if that happens I'll have nowhere to go. Life is just so cruel when you're alone and tortured. I only wish there'd be someone by...

    1. Sky Cutter

      Sky Cutter

      cheer up darn it *hugs* you still have friends, no matter how bad things get, there will always be someone there for you I guarantee it.

    2. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      Well I sure hope so, I've heard the expression that strangers are just friends you haven't met yet, but where I'm at everyone is spoiled and thinks too high of themselves. I've only just been acknowledged by a bunch of girls by admitting my depression, but I don't even feel I belong with them. Plus summer is coming and the only thing I'm gonna be able to do is work on making my video games, I'm that alone. Although I remember in the past that every year there was a...

    3. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      always a girl who would protect me or care for me in some way, hopefully whoever it is will appear soon.

  24. Ryzu

    I'm Waiting for a sailor moon transformation animation for the rainbow power.

    1. Celestial Wish

      Celestial Wish

      HOLD DAT THOUGHT...

       

      *runs to youtube*

       

      *comes back panting* meow!

       

    2. Ryzu

      Ryzu

      Video does not exist...

  25. Ryzu
    I Want more Guest stars - Like Bo Burnham
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