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GuardianFenix

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  1. You know... for once, I had a DECENT day...

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    2. Stancet

      Stancet

      That is really good news. Keep having good days.

    3. KittyTwilight

      KittyTwilight

      //nothing to do with the status btw//

      I just want you to know that I'm sorry

  2. Hmm... to go to sleep, or to ask if my friends are here, so I can talk to them... which shall I do...

    1. pinkiepartypie

      pinkiepartypie

      Sorry I never saw this :(

    2. Teen Buscemi

      Teen Buscemi

      Don't go fenix!

  3. ...there we go. All better now...

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    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      Well, my splitting headache is gone, thank Celestia. (Because I can't say God.)

    3. Zygen

      Zygen

      @Fenix, Well, that's good. It's progress.

       

      I am sorry to hear you were feeling bad.

    4. Stancet
  4. Okay, I've posted too many statuses... sorry to bug the public, I'll just go away now.

    1. Zygen

      Zygen

      Nah, you don't bug anyone, have you seen the amount of statues i've posted sometimes?

    2. Teen Buscemi

      Teen Buscemi

      Ah..don't leave! I like you!

  5. ...the pain. I want to make it stop... how the hell do I do it, though...?

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    2. Clockwork Chaos

      Clockwork Chaos

      oh right, what sort of pain?

    3. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      Migraines, stomach aches, passing out, throwing up, occasional points of not being able to breathe at all... and sometimes, if I get lucky, my heart temporarily stops.

    4. Clockwork Chaos

      Clockwork Chaos

      ah thats simple; get the fuck to a hospital IMMEDIATELY

  6. I passed out in SAT-prep class... and threw up in the bathroom... with a migraine and upset stomach. Today was just great...

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    2. Zygen

      Zygen

      :/, sorry to hear, that sounds like it really sucked. I hope you feel better.

  7. I feel cold... and sick, and really sad... oh great, I have to go to school today...

    1. Commander Tangent
    2. Stancet

      Stancet

      At least you are in school. I'm trying to get in it.

  8. I feel like I'm a bad person... and I don't know why... oh whatever, goodnight, guys.

    1. Zygen

      Zygen

      You aren't, maybe you feel that way, but you aren't.

       

      Your just letting your mind think it, to the point where you start to believe it.

       

      Goodnight Fenix, Hope you feel better.

    2. Virgil

      Virgil

      I pray you have a good nights rest Fenix; God bless you and give you peace.

  9. Any of my friends here right now...?

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    2. pinkiepartypie

      pinkiepartypie

      HECK YAH IM HERE

    3. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      Oh noes, she's getting hyperactive... O_O

      *hugs tightly*

    4. pinkiepartypie

      pinkiepartypie

      *hugs back*HYPER TO THE MAX

  10. Please... make it stop... please make it stop!!

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    2. Zygen

      Zygen

      I agree, you need to find a way to let off some stress.

    3. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      I try... but every single time I think I'm happy... it always happens. I have a small heart attack, or I get sick, or something painful always happens to me.

    4. Zygen

      Zygen

      If your having heart attacks you should go to the doctor or something, you need to do something atleast, I don't want to see you just die. D:.

  11. So I guess the Marvel Alliance is falling apart. Great. Another thing to make my mind and heart heavier...

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    2. Stancet

      Stancet

      It can't be falling apart. I've been wanting to join but I thought it would be nicer to ask you after you were feeling better. If you have a club of hopeful problem-helping people, then you should use it.

  12. Are any of my friends here...? I'm bored. And kinda pissed off.

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    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      I'm pissed off at my pre-cal/SAT-prep teacher. She gave us all super low grades on assignments the first week of school. And she told us she wasn't gonna grade it! D:<

    3. Teen Buscemi

      Teen Buscemi

      That's just misleading and rude! But hey,focus on the good buddy!

    4. Zygen

      Zygen

      That's stupid, still, there isn't much you can do about it most likely. :/

  13. Hmm... MLP: Three of a Kind seems to be a manifesting idea in my head... that probably will have no success.

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    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      It's a fan film I'm going to try and create, with enough support, that is.

    3. Zygen

      Zygen

      Sounds awesome! Idk if I can do anything, but I support you regardless! With my encouragement :P.

    4. Stancet

      Stancet

      I'll watch it. You mustn't give up on your ideas so easily.

  14. I need to stop feeling so freaking hopeless...

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    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      Are you kidding...? I need a ton of hope... and I need to forget everything that has happened to me over the past year... except learning about MLP. And meeting you guys...

    3. anythingmasterz

      anythingmasterz

      Depression is a harsh mistress, but life will always be there for you as long as you accept it

    4. Virgil

      Virgil

      I know how hard it is to imagine ever getting out of this dark cave of sorts you are currently in. But I have Faith that the strength needed to get through this trial will be given to you. So hold on to hope, even when it feels like you're grasping air at times.

  15. *yawn* I need more sleep, but I don't want to sleep... I don't want to have more nightmares...

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    2. Zygen

      Zygen

      It's not reality Fenix, don't let your mind fool you. *hugs*

    3. Ezio Auditore
  16. Why... why do all my dreams end up with me dying, and I wake up being incredibly sick...?

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    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      I feel my nightmares, even when I'm awake. I physically feel like I'm being torn apart, constantly. Another reason why I said in dying...

    3. Zygen

      Zygen

      But they aren't real, I'm here, I'm a human being, and I want to help, I have no desire to tear you apart or anything like that, neither does anyone else!

       

      I just want to hug you and help things be alright, because it tears me apart to see you so depressed :( *hugs*

    4. Stancet

      Stancet

      We don't want to tear you apart. We want to see the best for you. Just keep on remembering that.

  17. ...love... I never wanna hear that word again...

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    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      ...don't be sorry, Lexi...

    3. Virgil

      Virgil

      I am sorry your feeling this way. I think the best advice I can give would be to try your best not to think about it, otherwise you'll just make yourself sick worrying about it. Even just giving the "respond with a picture" forum game might help you take your mind off it.

    4. Virgil

      Virgil

      Sounds silly I know but silly things can have the potential to help us through difficult times.

  18. ...I need a hug right now.

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    2. Ezio Auditore
    3. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      I'm just not feeling good...

    4. Zygen

      Zygen

      *hugs super big loving hug* we are here for you Fenix :)

  19. My PM doesn't work... So, umm, what's up? ^_^

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    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      Ooh, yay! I look forward to actually doing this. <3

    3. JennabunVA
    4. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      But then what to talk about in the video/voice call...?

  20. ...I always wanted to create an MLP fan film... but I don't know if I can actually do it. Or if it will get good responses, if at all...

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    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      But don't worry about that right now. I might just reserve that specific voice for you. <3

    3. pinkiepartypie
    4. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      Anyway... I need to develop the story more... add some comedy.

  21. I hate how every status and post I've ever made, EVER, is extremely depressing and suicidal. What the hell is wrong with me...

    1. (MARVEL) Blue Blood

      (MARVEL) Blue Blood

      We all go through rough times, man. It's natural.

    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      But it's like my whole life is a hard time...

    3. Zygen

      Zygen

      I think that is an exaggeration. It may simply seem that way now because your feeling depressed right now, but in reality that isnt the case.

       

      I have a bunch of clusters of depressing status updates, and when I was that way I felt like that was all of my status updates, but that's not true. Your just going through a rough time, and we're here to help, and not give up, becase everyone goes through hard times.

  22. As usual when I'm in a pool, I'm the only one in the pool, every time, proven and guaranteed...

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    2. Stancet

      Stancet

      Could you please give us the chance to help you Fenix? None of us want bad things to happen to you. Everyone feels weak sometimes, which is why friends have strength enough to carry you through those hard times.

    3. yeet

      yeet

      You should get anti depressants.

    4. Zygen

      Zygen

      Fenix we all feel like the scum of the earth at times, that is exactly why we all want I help you so much, because it's hard, and you can't handle it alone, luckily, you don't have too!

      We're here for you Fenix.

  23. I don't know how to stop thinking about... my lack of love. My loneliness, really...

    1. (MARVEL) Blue Blood
    2. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      ...and I'm dying on top of it all... why does it always have to happen to me!?

  24. I need to stop trying... I'll just die faster if I do.

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    2. pinkiepartypie

      pinkiepartypie

      I guess im that nobody.....sorry, ill stop try7ng to help...I just make it worse

    3. GuardianFenix

      GuardianFenix

      You aren't a nobody... you're better than I am... Someone loves you... but I'm all alone.

    4. Stancet

      Stancet

      Fenix, try giving me a PM. I'd give you one myself but your account doesn't seem to be accepting them at the minute. I want to try talking to you.

  25. Should I go to sleep...?

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