Deae Rising Shine~

Just try. This time, tell them that you have community support from all of us to get you back on.

It. Wont. Use. I tried anything

We are all here for you. 

But go on, give the CTAM unbanning another try, and show that nothing bad has happened. We are all here to show our vote of confidence and vouch for you. 

Wont change there mind

I have stress all the time my friend.

I'm here for you.

Thanks *Hugs*

I didnt had stress before the tonsilitis but mayby everything else had it either cause of the stress then,dunno. its like and endless loop  Something happens - Worrying and panicking - more stress - more problems - more worrying and panicking  and so on ...

Mayby stress causing some of the problems, but at least the tonsilits is clearly there and my finger tip clearly had something either. the rest could be my worried imagination ... I tried like everything to get unbanned from CTAM but nothing helps.

Poor Otacon can't catch a break, but I think Emma's death was the worst of the bunch, so many man-tears were said .

 

Also, the Colonel AI was easily my favorite part of the game, both hilarious and terrifying

E.E.? Damn! *Crying*

You ruin your eyes, so close on the TV.

You pretty much got all of the key moments. I'd still say my favorite was Grey Fox's death, it tore me up inside, but he goes out like a badass

 

"A CORNERED FOX IS MORE DANGEROUS THAN A JACKAL!"

I sawa lot of good picsdescribing the moment, but because of rules and stuff I try avoiding to bloody pictures^^'

Sniper Wolf's death is probably the most memorable part here for me. It was the first time this series ever got me close to shedding a tear for real.

 

 My arm still remembers that torture scene better than me though...

XD

*Strokes your mane with my tail* Good little pony...stop the snoring.

*Doesn't hears you while sleeping, purrs*

It's nothing Rising. Just keep sleeping.

Alright *Smiles, then falls asleep on you, snoring*

Hypno-who? Never heard of somepony like that

Kind of the same as me

*Squee*

I never interacted with your Oc...so...

 

But, from his look to his character, he seems to be a cute/nice Pony.

Thanks^^

Did you do the drawing in your avatar? You seem to have come a long way in that respect if you did.

I wish I could draw so good, nah, that's not from me.

Times the ship has been said?

 

Nightmare Boop x Rising Shine

 

 

Now that's 4th.

And I got worried why you didnt looked here yet XD

Oh, you lost a friend? Im sorry to read that...

My friend list always had a + after a month from before, but last month barely to nopony added me and when usually somepony else went away. This month was the +/- ratio more into -

Yea I have one friend whom I have argued with multiple times, sometimes quite heavily, but never have we ever deleted each other. We have temporarily blocked each other for a few days when things get too heated, we simmer down and we always go back to being friends. We have been friends now about 4 years.

I went through something similar about 3 years ago. It was with a friend we played together, had laughs together in DC Universe Online (and other games) We even had complimentary steam alias's, He even offered to give me one of his two video cards when the one in my old PC gave out while I was at college (computer was neigh unusable because of that, flickering brown boxes all over the screen. Then suddenly one day he just  disappeared, after a few weeks (months?) I noticed that I always seemed to just miss him. Like the last offline said "4 hours ago" or 10 minutes ago, 3 days ago, etc. Then one day ... I decided to click on his profile to see if he has just been super busy with life or something, maybe he left a message, maybe I could check to see how many hours he clocked in to see if we just somehow got on opposite schedules. Then on his profile I see he is online, and in-game .... I check my friend's list sand see "offline" .... Confounded, I try talking to one of his other friends (after attempting to add one.) I asked what was going on ...

 

I cant remember who exactly said what, but next thing I know I am called a stalker, and I am then removed from the friend list instead of being blocked (which leaves a person on the friends list) ... I just sat there thinking ... why in the world was I called a stalker? You consider some one a good friend and they suddenly disappear, of course over time you would notice something is wrong, of course I would be aware they would be "offline" an unusual time (especially when i have them at the top of the list in a "best friends" tag .... Even to this day I am left with a mystery, but thankfully not too much on betrayed or the such ... Since I literally went approximately a year without contact, wondering how I kept missing the person (briefly; and only occasionally, with questions getting stronger as time progressed) ...

 

New Chapter

After a bad night's rest, (going to sleep after being awake about 20 hours). I woke up at 3:00 AM, I did not get my 8 hours of sleep ... Not wanting to wake up I went back to bed, woke up at 700 AM .... I hop on steam ... hoping my message was passed along, and that in some slim sliver of hope, my friend would add me again, and we would reconcile. To my happiness, there it was, a friend request my eyes had so hoped to see. Though I felt joy, there was also sadness. Because .... how can i truly be happy, with a friend who was so quick and willing to cast me aside? That act of spurn, is not something to be forgotten so easily, no matter how much I wish it never happened.

 

Though I doubt the words can do it justice *heartfelt hug* to all my fellow ponies here at the forums, for taking the time to read my story, for sharing some of their stories, and for taking the time of being there for me, even if only briefly, and for my dear friend, who had returned to me. I know posts about sad life things or the such aren't exactly popular or the most pleasing thing to read ... but when you truly think about it, if no one heeds the call for help in times of need, where does that leave those in need? It may not be things people may want to see sometimes, but at such times, we just need the support of others.

 

... Though on that one note, my friend who returned to me  ... I find I have an irrational fear that I was re-added not to reconcile with me ... but to do something out of anger or spite, nothing too serious, but more like an argument I do not want to have ... I can only hope for the best, and pray the fears are groundless.

Glad he wants toadd you back and I hope it doesnt end bad for you^^

Friends come and go and sometimes a long friendship breaks because of something small. A true friend may not like your words or decisions in a topic, but wont just delete you. I had friends online I know for so long and even in days, they or me where mad at the other, we still cleared that out or just avoided the topic. I hope they will add you back but don't make much hope. There are plenty millions of people online and in Real Life. You may lost a long friend, but mayby you find for that another longer friendship.

I even had a online friend, with that we played for months online and chatting around, he even started watching MLP. And hen from 0 to 180, he deleted me everywhere, German playstation forum, facebook, PSN and that was nearly 2 years ago now ... I still don't even know why he deleted me and ignoring me now.

Rising x Nightmare Boop

 

 

 

This will be a new running gag. By your's truly.

XD

How many times have you been shipped with Nightmare Boop? Where is that stat????

 

 

How many? OVER 9000

1 or 2 times by you only XDD

This needs to be a fan fic of this

 

 

Rising Shine x Nightmare Boop

XDDDD

So, I've been talking and RP'ing with an impostor this whole time?

 

 Well then...

XD

Can I count stars?

nope

so manny numbers!

"What is this place, that has so many wonders numbers"

I personally don't remember how long it has been since it was announced, but it was quite the wait from Guns of the Patriots, and even Ground Zeroes. I'd be pissed if I can't pick up a day one release too.

And a bunch of people evn had it BEFORE the release and me typically has to wait even AFTER release ...

*hugs* I'm sorry to hear this, but hey, at least MGS5 is Kojima guarantee of quality UNLESS you were waiting for... Mad Max? 

Oh, didnt mentioned it, of course I was talking about MGSSV