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  1. inactive_user

    Just to give everypony a little quick update, since I haven't exactly posted in quite a while here. I'm still safe and sound, and haven't "died" or anything. I've just been extremely busy with moving away from all the things that I was going through for so long with my parents after my mom died. I moved out across the country to live with my life partner and have been so busy with pretty much everything pertaining to "life stuff" since then. I probably still won't be super active on here - nowhere near as active as I had previously been years prior - but I certainly will check in periodically on you all still. I do hope at some point I get the kind of free time to actually socialize and interact with friends again a little more, but as of recently it seems having so much work to do either for getting paid, or just in general for my own personal benefit, or even otherwise in just taking care of mundane chore work has kinda been overloading me the past few months. >_>

    Feel free to post on my page or message me or whatever though still if you want or need to get through to me. I have email notifications for each and check my email multiple times per day after-all. :fluttershy:

  2. inactive_user

    I'll be adding to this throughout the years with my thoughts and reflections on things......
    I can't believe I just lost my mother and I'm not even old enough to drown my sorrows in alcohol yet. (probably a good thing)

    1. SolarFlare13

      SolarFlare13

      Ouch. I'm really sorry to hear that :( Is there anything I can do to help?

  3. inactive_user

    Day Five of taking down extensive CompTIA exam notes, among other things in life like my concurrent situation with my parents and all, work, chores and whatnot... In only five days though, I've gotten nearly 41 whole big 'ol detailed pages of notes now, and I am so ready for this exam & career. :yay:

    Seriously, it would have taken me like four weeks to get to 41 good, detailed pages of notes on ANY subject in school. The joys of self-education and teaching oneself a subject one actually enjoys and could care at all about.:dash:

  4. inactive_user

    Anypony have any ideas on what to do next after one's own father, for whom for the past two years I've been supporting him with Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis & my mother with cancer for the past 8 and 2 years, tells his own child to shoot themselves? :catface:

    1. Johnny1226

      Johnny1226

      Sit down and watch television 

    2. inactive_user

      inactive_user

      I just sat down, did art and played my bass guitar for a bit contemplating life.

    3. Johnny1226

      Johnny1226

      Wise 

  5. inactive_user
    I've been in the middle of a lot throughout life myself as of recently and haven't really gotten to use much more than two DAWs thus far, particularly my favored FL Studio 12, and then there is another free one out there called Stagelight that I've used to make some demo songs back in the day. I've only gotten to use a small trial version of Ableton Live 9. Of the three above-mentioned, I love FL Studio the bestest.
  6. inactive_user

    Figured this would be a good first start to posting this up for others to see; do click on the story section if it's on there, I'm not sure yet how the page appears to the public. Thank you for reading and your time. :fluttershy:
    https://www.gofundme.com/save-my-tormented-soul

  7. inactive_user

    Oh c'mon! It's only like a quarter past 3 in the morning... I can still be super productive if I just stay up and finish stuff.

    MUST. KEEP MAKING. FLASH CARDS!!! Aaaaahhhh!!! o3o

    /me passes out on floor with sharpie and notecards all over the ground, purring and thinking about @AstralAmity :wub:

    1. AstralAmity

      AstralAmity

      hehe <3 <3 <3 *kisses your muzzle*

  8. inactive_user

    My mother's now in Hospice care... :sunny: She's supposed to be coming home Saturday, I believe though... If she makes it to then... >_>

    Everypony, I could really use some kind of miracle right now. I'd definitely appreciate any prayers or what-have-you, for those of you who have a religious affiliation.

    Really not where I thought I'd be at only age 20, taking care of a family, my dad only being half-functional, and watching my mother dying of cancer. :(

    1. GrimGrimoire

      GrimGrimoire

      You have my well wishes and prayers. . I went through the same thing with my mother in hospice so I know the feeling all to well. It is hard now... but it will get better.. I promise. Just hang in there and be there for her and do what you can to make it as easy and comfortable as possible. This is a very emotional and heart breaking time I know, but just concentrate on comfort more than anything else. You can and will get through this.  :(

    2. Kiri

      Kiri

      I'm so sorry you and your family are going through this. Praying and hoping that you all receive the support and restoration that you need. 

    3. Johnny1226

      Johnny1226

      I hope you're mom feels better soon

  9. inactive_user

    It certainly is a great feeling to be in the best physical shape of my life, and for that to continue to be the case with each passing day. B)

    Just a general PSA everypony, take appreciation for your health, because it's one of the most vital things to have in life. :fluttershy:

    1. PonkiePoo

      PonkiePoo

      Agreed your health can effect so many things your mood, your motivation, your happiness. Looking after your heath can truly make a difference in your quality of life. :twi:

    2. man dude man

      man dude man

      must be nice, i cant state my distaste, because i guess i wasnt privileged enough not to have mine fucked with... but its coming together quit smoking, pretty much quit everything, now all thats left is a boring, diet, boring lifestyle, disciplined habits/past times.... life is going to come together but coming together for some of us is much different than others.

  10. inactive_user

    Just figured I'd mention this too though. :yay:
    Remember a few days ago, you and I were talking about a thing and I was like "The character limit in these comments seriously needs to be updated"...

    Next morning drops, and as does the update notification, and now it seems like that's exactly the case. The character limit being increased and all. :blink:

    I swear I didn't know about this update the other day. It's like I just predicted the future! :grin:

    I'mma time lord pony! :ooh:

    1. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Seems that is the case, but now on the front page statuses cut off a lot quicker than they did before, so now we have to click it most of the time to even know what the rest is.

    2. inactive_user

      inactive_user

      Really? :huh:

      Looking at it now... I don't really see a discernable "earlier cut off" with those. They look about the same as they were previously in regard to that. :catface:

  11. inactive_user

    From the perspective of a budding social media advertiser, marketer and general manager, I'm loving the updates we've made here! ^^

    Great job on the revamp admins! :fluttershy:

  12. inactive_user
    I'd prefer to have kissing AND cuddling, but if you don't feel like that'd be possible, just cuddling or like snuggling and hugging would be fine too. Thank you so much in advance!
  13. inactive_user
    I'm guessing this is free requests still at the moment? I see you're currently working on many others, but... If it wouldn't be too much trouble, perhaps I could make a request for my own OC and another's hugging and kissing? I'd want something with my OC and my lovely ladyfriend AstralAmity, something with the two of us hugging and kissing all super adorable-like? _______________________________ References: This would be a pretty good picture of Amity, you can find a few more examples of her OC on her main DeviantArt page: http://astralamity.deviantart.com/art/Astral-Anahata-Amity-645145079 My OC is my profile picture, and that's really the only rendition I have of her. I only really could find time to conceptualize her up in the pony maker... Haven't really gotten around to like more directly personalizing her... I've been extremely busy over the past year or so with critical and "life or death" family emergencies and medical situations and all. But I mean, she looks basically just like how I've gotten her in the pony creator and in my profile picture. If you've got the time to do this, I'd so very much greatly appreciate it.
  14. inactive_user

    Dis thing: https://mlpforums.com/topic/162916-i-seem-to-be-gender-fluid-and-have-begun-experiencing-dysphoria-cycles/?p=4810673

  15. inactive_user
    You could have "post as plain formatting by default" on in your options panel in the text editor here for posts on the forum, that's my guess... It's the little red wrench with the gear in the background in the text editor. As for actual text editor usage, I tend to just use the quick reply box here on the forum, I don't often find need for additional formatting, when I do, the option to do so is right there for me anyway, and there's an automatic auto-save feature for the web-based editor that saves over a draft every like 1 - 5 minutes or so (I don't use this site much at the moment as I've not much time to do so usually given life circumstances at the moment, don't quote me on the save interval, I mean, unless you want to.)
  16. inactive_user
    https://mlpforums.com/topic/162202-what-a-pointless-life-i-live/?p=4795837 <<< Thinking of you bud. I truly hope you find your way in this crazy "life" thing we're all going through. :)
  17. inactive_user

    Merry Christmas Eve everypony! May this year's closing be filled with joy, happiness, love, laughter and abundance. ^^

    1. Barpy

      Barpy

      ^^

  18. inactive_user

    Aaaayyyyy!!! Ahhhh!! :v

    1. inactive_user

      inactive_user

      Happy birthday old friend. :) Do have a good one. ^^

    2. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Thank you so much buddy. ^-^

  19. inactive_user

    Wow...... I don't even know what happened the other night, but it looks like I ended up spending like 2 hours completely revamping my "about me" section here on the forums into something a little more recently accurately reflecting... Basically now my "about me" section consists of similar content here as it does on my work profile, so um... Woo? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

  20. inactive_user
    Technically the literal "last item" I purchased was my dad's packs of cigarettes for the week... *sigh*...... I wish he'd just stop smoking already... For the 7th time. But so, in terms of the last actual thing I purchased that was a buy regarding something I actually was in the market for, it'd be one of these: Maybe now I can finally start getting some music productions off the ground, at least... Progressively anyway... It's been hard to give much time to anything other than work and family stuff by this point, but I make time for my passions still as I can. But I got this MIDI controller for half-off during Black Friday / Cyber Monday sales and stuff, along with some additional guitar picks.
  21. inactive_user
    Just about every single time I've ever taken any Myers-Briggs personality test by this point, I've usually ended up with a type of INFJ majority of the time, which apparently according to many of the result pages about such a type I've seen make up a very small portion of the population. Not actually sure the validity and / or accuracy of such a claim, but one thing's for sure, I'm definitely closest to that type I'd say... There have been like one or two times I also had received a type of INTJ, of which anytime I get INFJ it's usually quite close a percentage rating between the F and the T, so somewhere in between there, I guess. As for learning and understanding one's own personality type though and their particular strengths and weaknesses and the like, it's certainly an interesting concept and a very useful one at that as well. Kind of helps almost to see a written out general idea-pool or resource for better understanding one's own personal strengths and weaknesses, where their essential personal tendencies for certain things may lie, what they may need to improve as an individual, things of the like...
  22. inactive_user

    Today's officially the day of Thanksgiving everypony! ^^ I'm thankful for the fact that I woke up this morning to breathe some air and love life, all the friends I've made both here and elsewhere, the fact that I've a family that's still living here with me and a roof over my head, food to eat so I don't go hungry, an amazing job I can do whenever and as much work as I'd like that seems to get me through financially, and so very much more! ^^ What are you a...

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    2. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Don't use my real name here.

    3. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      My real name only reminds me of myself, obviously. Thinking about myself is only troublesome.

    4. inactive_user

      inactive_user

      Got it. :) Sorry 'bout that. :P

  23. inactive_user

    10 Minutes into the songwriting process. "These chords will work just fine together", half hour later: "No wait, alterations must be made here"... Hour later: "Same chords, different notes, other different chords, same notes" 2 hours: *Brain reboots* <

  24. inactive_user
    Technically speaking, it would be accurate to claim that I have my rightful place in the LGBT community.
  25. inactive_user

    If you've got a bit of time and wouldn't mind offering your thoughts, do please take a look at this, if you would? It would mean so much to me. Thank you in advance. https://mlpforums.com/topic/159146-parents-poisoned-dying-loneliness-discovering-life-purpose-and-independence/?p=4720745

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