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Just to give everypony a little quick update, since I haven't exactly posted in quite a while here. I'm still safe and sound, and haven't "died" or anything. I've just been extremely busy with moving away from all the things that I was going through for so long with my parents after my mom died. I moved out across the country to live with my life partner and have been so busy with pretty much everything pertaining to "life stuff" since then. I probably still won't be super active on here - nowhere near as active as I had previously been years prior - but I certainly will check in periodically on you all still. I do hope at some point I get the kind of free time to actually socialize and interact with friends again a little more, but as of recently it seems having so much work to do either for getting paid, or just in general for my own personal benefit, or even otherwise in just taking care of mundane chore work has kinda been overloading me the past few months. 

Feel free to post on my page or message me or whatever though still if you want or need to get through to me. I have email notifications for each and check my email multiple times per day after-all. 

I'll be adding to this throughout the years with my thoughts and reflections on things......
I can't believe I just lost my mother and I'm not even old enough to drown my sorrows in alcohol yet. (probably a good thing)

Day Five of taking down extensive CompTIA exam notes, among other things in life like my concurrent situation with my parents and all, work, chores and whatnot... In only five days though, I've gotten nearly 41 whole big 'ol detailed pages of notes now, and I am so ready for this exam & career. 

Seriously, it would have taken me like four weeks to get to 41 good, detailed pages of notes on ANY subject in school. The joys of self-education and teaching oneself a subject one actually enjoys and could care at all about.

Anypony have any ideas on what to do next after one's own father, for whom for the past two years I've been supporting him with Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis & my mother with cancer for the past 8 and 2 years, tells his own child to shoot themselves? 

Figured this would be a good first start to posting this up for others to see; do click on the story section if it's on there, I'm not sure yet how the page appears to the public. Thank you for reading and your time. 
https://www.gofundme.com/save-my-tormented-soul

Oh c'mon! It's only like a quarter past 3 in the morning... I can still be super productive if I just stay up and finish stuff.

MUST. KEEP MAKING. FLASH CARDS!!! Aaaaahhhh!!! o3o

/me passes out on floor with sharpie and notecards all over the ground, purring and thinking about @AstralAmity 

My mother's now in Hospice care...  She's supposed to be coming home Saturday, I believe though... If she makes it to then... 

Everypony, I could really use some kind of miracle right now. I'd definitely appreciate any prayers or what-have-you, for those of you who have a religious affiliation.

Really not where I thought I'd be at only age 20, taking care of a family, my dad only being half-functional, and watching my mother dying of cancer. 

It certainly is a great feeling to be in the best physical shape of my life, and for that to continue to be the case with each passing day. 

Just a general PSA everypony, take appreciation for your health, because it's one of the most vital things to have in life. 

Just figured I'd mention this too though. 
Remember a few days ago, you and I were talking about a thing and I was like "The character limit in these comments seriously needs to be updated"...

Next morning drops, and as does the update notification, and now it seems like that's exactly the case. The character limit being increased and all. 

I swear I didn't know about this update the other day. It's like I just predicted the future! 

I'mma time lord pony! 

From the perspective of a budding social media advertiser, marketer and general manager, I'm loving the updates we've made here! ^^

Great job on the revamp admins! 

Dis thing: https://mlpforums.com/topic/162916-i-seem-to-be-gender-fluid-and-have-begun-experiencing-dysphoria-cycles/?p=4810673

Merry Christmas Eve everypony! May this year's closing be filled with joy, happiness, love, laughter and abundance. ^^

Aaaayyyyy!!! Ahhhh!! :v

Wow...... I don't even know what happened the other night, but it looks like I ended up spending like 2 hours completely revamping my "about me" section here on the forums into something a little more recently accurately reflecting... Basically now my "about me" section consists of similar content here as it does on my work profile, so um... Woo? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Today's officially the day of Thanksgiving everypony! ^^ I'm thankful for the fact that I woke up this morning to breathe some air and love life, all the friends I've made both here and elsewhere, the fact that I've a family that's still living here with me and a roof over my head, food to eat so I don't go hungry, an amazing job I can do whenever and as much work as I'd like that seems to get me through financially, and so very much more! ^^ What are you a...

10 Minutes into the songwriting process. "These chords will work just fine together", half hour later: "No wait, alterations must be made here"... Hour later: "Same chords, different notes, other different chords, same notes" 2 hours: *Brain reboots* <

If you've got a bit of time and wouldn't mind offering your thoughts, do please take a look at this, if you would? It would mean so much to me. Thank you in advance. https://mlpforums.com/topic/159146-parents-poisoned-dying-loneliness-discovering-life-purpose-and-independence/?p=4720745

Wow, today absolutely ROCKED!!! ^^ I very likely may be getting a signature guitar played by Peter Frampton himself, a lot more of my stuff to continue doing my job came in the mail today, I got to hang with some friends and gave one of those friends a gift. And throughout the entirety of the night, due to the nature of my job, I literally got paid to just be out hanging with friends. :3

It would seem I managed to single-hoofedly cause massive pony-speak bouts amongst fellow colleagues on my company's chat server! x3 That as well as it seems that fellow SEO Analysts seem to take interest in my reasons for my own interest in ponies and the fandom and shtuff. :v

It seems I was presented with a lovely little chance to see some friends from my high school band today and catch up with fellow band alumni and stuff. A very welcome break from being so preoccupied doing whatever I can to make money as of recently. << Though luckily, I think I may have just solved that little dilemma. ^^ Oh yeah, and with some of what I earned, I managed to get this for my phone. :3 https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/14718837_1409672269043245_3762351375...

Just thought I'd mention, I love the new avatar! ^^

/me Boops Techoh's muzzle randomly. /) <3 <3

To those of whom it may concern; this regarding my recent relative inactivity and the like on just about everywhere in which normally I'd typically be much more prominently active on: http://fav.me/dac0un8 Also for those curious as to where my art posts and submissions as of late have been so infrequent. ><

After a few hours toying with this software I got recently, I managed to make a thing. :3 ^3^ https://soundcloud.com/nick-silver-ember/dreams