man dude man

ill step up, people dont realize, I dont have anything to lose, I am not villain, and I am no coward, but lets see if you take the second step after i do... some people dont realize when they have these special standards for people, i cant even use library internet in peace, if people saw my life in the first person they would mildly understand.... maybe, who knows everyone is self confirmed.

im already a bad guy to so many people, what does it matter, i dont pity myself... whats the point I would be just as bad as everyone else trapped in their own illusion and if this is what it takes to get the respect i need to assimilate and accomplish the things I want and need to, than so be it.

all I do is ignore them, I know for a fact i'm not somebody's jackass and I won't let them make me be theirs