BronyPony

No. There's no reason to choose death over life. Reversely, there's no reason to choose life over death, although because you're already living, the default position is to stay alive. If you really wanna talk about this, send me a pm please. I'll try to get back to you in the morning.

I find it meaningless to talk about it because if it is meaningless then finding a solution is also meaningless.

Man, I've been deeper than you could ever imagine in depression. My former name on this site was an allusion to that. I'm still like this. I have nothing going on in my life either. I know how you feel. I can try to answer your questions as best as I can and wish you luck. Why not do a charity thing so you're improving the world for others? Also, you should keep a diary. Trust me, it'll benefit the world a lot more than you'd think in the future, especially if you describe...