Its been two, almost three, weeks since my grandmother passed away. I can still hear her singing 'You are my Sunshine.' to me when I was a kid. Its hard at night knowing I can't call her to say I love you.
I lost my Grandfather to cancer on 2010, every year from then has been counted and I have moments like yours still. Its good to remember them and what mark they left on us I cried at my BBQ last week because the family was round and it was missing my Grandpa ;( it hurts it hurts bad...
I know she is in a better place. She was not in pain when she went. I know she will want me to be happy and I will in time. Just right now, it hurts really bad. I know the holidays are going to be hard too.
Thank you for your support. Its hard to find it right now since I do not live near family.