BastementSparkle

Pretty much. There's no real way out of it. When you do feel good it never lasts, you get tired of pretending to be happy and feel bad for lying, and even the kindest people get tired of you.

Yeah, i know that. There are a lot of People who got tired or disappointed at me, because i didnt talked to them, as they wanted me to do. And then its my fault again. Or they just *sigh* at me.

You tell them the truth and they get upset. You say nothing and they get upset. You lie, and if they find out, they get upset. You can't win.