BastementSparkle

I kind of want to see more Pony Life fanfiction now. Only seen a few so far, and while the show isn't anything amazing, I just really want to see what fun stuff the fandom could make with it.

So, due to some weird internet thing I couldn't access any pony sites for a bit. No forums, no EQD, no Fimfiction, no Derpibooru. A ponyless internet. How horrifying.

Okay, bad news is the laptop I spilled on still isn't working, so that sucks. Good news is I got an older laptop updated and working. It's slower and not as good, but it's far more preferable than no laptop.

Spilled a little water on my laptop. Cleaned it up as best as I could and it seemed perfectly fine, but a few hours later the screen suddenly went blank and it won't work anymore. Can't get a screen at all, don't know what to do. Can't get a new one if this one is broken, really anxious.

My mom is currently on hold for a call. Except the call is already disconnected which I saw when she gave it to me to hold for a minute. I keep trying to tell her and show her but she's not believing me and shouts when I try to prove it. So I tried, I guess. Wonder how long it'll take her to notice I was right.

A tornado apparently just came right down our street and took down a few trees and other stuff. I must be oblivious though because I didn't see, hear or feel a single thing up here in my room, only know that happened because the neighbor came over freaking out.

Probably going to end up losing internet soon. We can't afford it because everyone in my house has no job right now and nobody can get unemployment because the system isn't working. So I'm going to be stuck in the house with no internet for who knows how long.

 Considering how garbage my mental health is already, how I'm depending on the internet for entertainment, socializing and generally not going insane, and how I'm stuck with two alcoholics, I don't know what to do.

I remember this one time, years ago back when I was still in school, this teacher asked me if I liked to read cause she hadn't seen me with a book. I said yes and told her I just liked to do all my reading online. She asked me what sites because she might be interested. I froze up because I realized the only site I liked to do reading on was Fimfiction and how was I supposed to explain to her my literature of choice was pony fanfics.

 I kinda dodged the question and I don't think she believed me about liking to read at all.

I hate how so many MLP videos on youtube have their comments disabled now cause of all the COPPA stuff. 

I finally set up a youtube account to watch a few age locked videos and my account is suspended after only just a few hours for no reason given. The heck?

The way some people talk about Discord in the Season 2 premiere, you'd swear he was the most evil cartoon character they'd ever seen. A lot of people seem to have this exaggeratedly evil view of him where they interpret his as some being of pure evil who brings fire and brimstone and not a lunatic who makes it rain sweet liquids and turns reality into a surrealist painting.

You ever dropped something and it just disappears? I just dropped like half of a cookie I was eating and the thing seems to be totally gone, it wasn't even a small cookie either so it should be noticeable but I've just spent minutes looking around for it and it really seems to have just poofed out of existence the moment it left my hand.

You know, based on Sombra's personality and voice change in the Season 9 premiere, I think it'd be fun to do like a fanfic or a comic or something where Sombra keeps getting resurrected every few years and every time he comes back he has a different voice and personality that just get increasingly ridiculous.

I wonder if in Equestria, lucid dreamers have ever had nightmares on purpose just to talk to Luna. Sounds like fanfic material.

Finding it really hard to stay hyped for the finale right now, almost don't even wanna watch anymore, feel like maybe I should just stop before it or something.

What's up with people thinking the second the show ends the entire fandom is suddenly going to dissipate into nothing and die super fast or whatever? People don't stop being fans of something once it's over, and just because a fandom get's a bit smaller that doesn't mean it's "Dead". There are still fandoms and people producing fanart and content for shows and games that have been over for years, decades even in some cases. Just because something isn't the most hot and popular thing on the block anymore doesn't mean it's dead.

What I've learned over the past two years: There's no point in trying to make things better, because no matter what you do they'll just keep getting worse.

The worst idea I've ever seen for the finale of G4 is this idea I've seen of "They should end it with the universe being reset to G5!"...No. Just. No. The ending of the show, the grand finale and you want to see...the entire show, start to finish, all the history we know, all the characters we love, get wiped from existence and undone and replaced? Dear Celestia, nothing could possibly make me immediately hate G5 faster than that, and I'm not the type to dismiss things that are canon just cause I don't like them, but I'd immediately headcanon the whole finale as non-canon for the sake of my own mental health.

 It's not a super popular desire, but I've seen enough people mention it to feel the need to make this comment. No offense to anybody who actually might want this, I'm sure you're a nice person, but that's like...Number 1 worst cartoon ending of all time material.

I'm beginning to find it impossible to trust doctor's anymore. Either I keep getting bad ones or my body is just that weird, because they seem to have trouble figuring anything out.

I'm looking at this new banner and all I can think about is how apparently Pear Butter was brought back from the dead only to see her own daughter disintegrate. She must think she's died and gone to hell, right about now. Poor Cadance probably feels about the same too.

Happy Birthday Swirl!

If there's ever some special edition full-series box set for this show, it needs to be designed to look like the Elements of Harmony book.

I always get a little annoyed when I see someone in the fandom comment something like "MLP is fun and all, but it's not that great. It shouldn't be your favorite show". Like...what? If that's how you feel, then fine, but quit trying to tell other people how to think, if it's my favorite show it's my favorite show.

You know what would be fun? A Discord Nightmare Night episode.

How did I only just recently realize what the MLP Season 1 prophecy "The Stars will aide in her escape" means?