Omg... It's all my fault, she got hurt becase of me... If I didn't tell her to act like a boy she would've dated someone who fucking cared about her... This is all my fault... I-I'm the fucking worst person in the world :'(
There was nothing you could have done to save her, it isn't your fault, and you are not horrible! *hugs you tight* Please, you need to forgive yourself, though there is nothing to forgive