KoGy

Well this pressure is something I shouldn't have bought on myself.

I let others decide about my fate because I can't even tell you anything anymore.

...I've feared losing my friends too often myself... more times than not, I ended up losing the people who were close to me... I've been through some serious stuff, bro... but I'm still here. Just have hope that you can make it through, because you can.

Take a few deep breaths buddy, i'm sure this matter can be fixed. Try getting a grip on your thoughts- you're not gonna lose your friends over something so trivial man!