Dewdlz

I don't believe in pursuing hopeless dreams that will never come true. Sometimes it's best to raise the flag and leave the world be. My past has been no different, so the future just repeats itself. I'm not often a quitter either, but I'm not perfect. I'll always hate myself for being incompatible, and I'm afraid I will cause my own death one day. If so, no harm will be done to anyone, I'm not very special or valuable.

You dont have to talk like that... you matter to me at the very least. But i dont know how to get you motivated. .. only you can do that. I hope things become better for you

Well I'm very glad a brave soul such as yourself is willing to act unselfishly, unlike most I encounter. Perhaps if there were more lonely people, I would adapt pretty well in making friends. I'm just angry and jealous that I haven't been given a desirable and worthy life.