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How's Miles doin' today? ^-^
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Heyyy! Sorry, my consistency for checking my notifications is not very good; actually I didn't even see this via my notifs - I was just browsing "All Updates" and saw this. >.> On page 12. Lol.
Anywho, currently I'm doing fine... Well, possibly I'm just really good at convincing myself to have a good mood...
I'm slightly anxious (connotation: uneasy) that I'll be 21 in 5 days. I still feel like a child (in the sense of security, not maturi...
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...ty). Yet I'm halfway through college now. I try and try to be my own philosopher; I try to help myself allow progression; try to /want/ to like progression... But deep down, the truth is, I'm... scared. Insecure. Worrisome...
I know I've got the will. Got the giddy-up. Got the wit. But what I don't have, is the ability to let go.
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All my life, the one everlasting struggle I've had, is being very easily attached. And, to look forward after looking back... I've /had/ the thing I'm attached to; I've had home. So, to think... I'll be out of college in 2 years... it frightens me. I'm not afraid out what's out there; not scared of that. No. I'm scared of losing what I have, what I've always had. I'm scared to let go of home. Because my heart begs to have it.
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