Hello "LoserBaby", I have come back from a long break from mlpf solely to reply to this post, I have been a part of this fandom for the past six years and can say that it has personally been a great help for me dealing with social anxiety and depression, I have made many great friends over my years on this fandom and can say that it is probably one of the better fandoms to go to for friends and help, we're a very diverse group who more or less all share a common objective, to love and tolerate everyone as well as break the cultural roles set by society.
I'm heading to bed here, as it is 3:30 am for me, but pm me if you're interested in talking, and I'll message you first chance I get
Edit: pay no heed to my post count, I've been active on threads that didn't count towards posts at the time.