vivishy

This pic I took on my trip to Mexico. With my little unicorn buddy.

I had a dream where I moved out to somewhere across the country. When I came back home for a visit my brother told me my parents were dead. I woke up with my neck wet because I was just sobbing. I had never cried that much before. It took an hour to calm down before I could go back to sleep. I had woken up at like 3 in the morning. 

When I was a teen I lost a lot of weight and guys who used to look at me with disgust now wanted to date me. Of course it made me uncomfortable. Whe I was still chubby they wouldn't give me the time of day and now they wanted to date me. I turned them all down. Ever since coming out I've been hit on by people of all genders. 

Unless if I tell people I'm a woman in here they assume I'm a man. It's understandable because I know the brony community is mostly make dominated. Recently I cut my hair to a pixie cut and it's barely shoulder length now. I have been called sir just because I cut my hair short. I don't have a big chest and wearing bulky clothing in this winter doesn't show off my feminine curves. It's mostly older men that misgender me. 

My name is Viviana which comes from the word vivacious meaning full of life. It's hard to be full of life when you're dead inside. Of I was to change it I wouldn't know what to change it to.

I tried riding a two wheeler bike not knowing how to ride one and I fell off and skinned my knee badly. I learned how to not long after that.

I don't have a problem with vegans. Everyone should be free to eat what they want. The ones that look down on other people for not being vegan really irritate me. Or if they are telling you they are vegan every five minutes like clockwork. I once had a lady tell me every five seconds that I should give her more food for free because she was vegan. 

*for being a shy/quiet kid.

*for my voice. I'm a woman but it sounds a bit mannish. 

*for being a chubby kid. 

*for having interests.

*for supporting the lgbtq community.

*for rejecting certain boys who tried asking me out after my weight loss.

*for liking mlp. 

*for writing poetry. 

*for being pansexual. I can't change that.

*for having more male friends than female. I just get along with males more it doesn't mean I have more dating options.

I was taking my finals in high school and I was sick at the time. I finished after a while and I felt a huge snot ball coming out of my nose. I had to wipe it on my sleeve because I didn't have a tissue. The teacher and like half the class saw. It wouldn't stop running either. 

Anything by Enya. Only time. Celine Dion. My heart will go on. I'm a dramatic person.

Not often enough. I love to hug but I don't have anyone at home who wants to hug me. 

I would have to say from 13 to 20 because I kept jumping into random relationships with guys I barely knew. But I did learn a lot from that whole experience. 

I used to peel my grapes before eating them when i was younger. Someone told me I was eating them wrong. I didn't know there was a wrong way to eat something. 

One I have heard a lot in my lifetime is "Why don't you talk more?" long story short I was a quiet kid in school so I would hardly say anything to anyone I less it was a teacher. I just didn't have anything worse saying to my fellow classmates.

I'm looking for more people to add to Discord. 

vivi#1211

I also talk on Skype 

vcjb242

My Discord is vivi#1211. Please let me know you are from the forums if you decide to add me. 

31 minutes ago, Stormfury said:

That's-a great pix, fam. 

Thanks fam. It was fun to pose with him. 

I got my picture taken with this good boy. His name is Nino. 

My Discord is vivi#1211

My Skype is vcjb242 

Please Private message me on here before adding me on either so I know it's you

I'm thinking about where my missing socks go. It seems like those sick stealing gnomes have gotten them. I wonder why they only take one sock and not the whole pair. 

10 minutes ago I was learning Italian for the first time in ever. For me it is similar to Spanish so it's not that hard to learn. 

10 minutes ago I was still sleeping. Wish aI was still sleeping now. I'm so sleepy.

i wear house shoes like slippers because the floors are not always clean unless if I clean them and if I just wear socks  they get wet and sometimes sticky so it's better to wear shoes. we don't have any carpet at home so..yeah. I still live with my parents and if I don't wear shoes I get scolded for the millionth time.

Fantastic beasts and where to find them.

Alexander Rybak. I love his songs and he's a cute patoot.