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That's okay, lives are overrated anyways x3 Though if you're going for what makes you happy and being yourself, I'd say that's as good a life as any

but i dont like my self and things i like doing bring me little joy

... oh. :c Then, learn to like yourself I mean, it's obviously not that simple x3 but I dunno what it'd take to make you appreciate who you are and the good you do, so, find what it is that makes you feel like that, push your perspective until you like, or at least tolerate yourself As for things you like doing not giving much joy, a change of perspective could again be healthy, but maybe also try out more things to see what resonates with you :3